So this is not my house, and these are not my friends.

[hate_kills_love]

I feel kind of energized in a way I haven't for ages. I feel charged - I'm ready to take on the world. I'm ready to speak my views politically. I'm ready to do my thing and expect nothing less than perfection from myself. I'm ready to start making things happen - both for myself and those around me. I want to make up everything that I've missed out on in my haze. I feel like I've been in a cloud for far too long. Like I haven't been me, and I miss me. I miss the energy and confidence I used to have. But it's all going to change around now. I can feel it.

I'm going to Japan. I'm fucking excited.
I'm going to make the most of these coming months. Prepare myself for a new chapter of my life. Fuck yeah.