I only hope that I won't dissapoint you...while I'm down here on my knees...

May 14, 2005 10:41

Well, I suppose I should let everyone know what's going on with me. Me and Zach Kundinger are officially broken up. At first I was really upset about it but I'm the one that fucked up the relationship so I guess I shouldn't feel too surprised that he doesn't want me anymore. Besides, a lot of people agree that some of the things Zach did could very easily drive anyone away from him. Some of you don't know what I'm talking about but I know Nikki and Mandy do.
So yeah, I stayed single for about a day or two and then Zac Bruehling asked me out. So now me and him are together and so far everythings been going really good for us. I was at his house last night and we had a lot of fun. Today I'm hoping I can find a way to get to phillips to go see him and I'm pretty sure dad will take me because he was happy with me that I've brought my grades up and I was home when I was supposed to be last night.
So yeah, I've been doing good since me and Zach broke up, better than I ever would've thought I would. It's funny, sometimes life can surprise you. The things you think you can't live without can sometimes play a major part in the things that hurt you the most. I figured that out when we broke up. I know we always seemed so happy but there were so many things wrong with that relationship and evenutally we just became comfortable with that uncomfortable feeling. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. My first entry on this livejournal is when I should've called it off with Zach. If you read it, you'll understand. I could've gone about leaving him a little nicer and sometimes I hate myself for what I did to him but I know that being apart is the way that it has to be.

But I'm gunna stop here so I can call my boyfriend and see what we're doing today. Peace!

Kris
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