I don't know how i'm supposed to feel anymore...

Apr 07, 2005 09:40

Damn, what a fucking day. I don't think I've been bored all day, there was so much drama it wasen't even funny. Okay, so maybe some of it was funny, but still. It doesn't matter anyway, most of it isn't even my problem in the first place. Gossip is a very irritating thing, despite how surprisingly interesting I sometimes find it to be. But there's one thing on my mind, I don't really know how to explain it. It's a very akward situation. I guess I can just put it this way: There's somebody that's been bothering me lately. He won't leave me alone. I don't even know him that well. All I really know about him is that he's someone who 'tries' to be funny...but fails most of the time in his stupidity. He's sort of creeping me out, maybe it's just the way he is? I don't know. I mean, he can be a good friend and all and he's helped me through some shit, there's no doubt about that. But he's nothing more than a friend. He's well aware of the fact that I have a boyfriend...shouldn't that right there tell someone to treat me like a friend? I don't get people like that. I'm NOT a slut, I don't cheat on my boyfriend, I don't go behind his back nor do I lie or keep things from him. I am an honest person and he knows that. So it's not like Zach has anything to worry about, but I know it still bothers him and it fucking bothers me too. It isnt like I'm just standing there listening to this persons shit and not telling him when he needs to back off, I make it quite clear when he's starting to get a little bit freaky...but he just laughs it off like I'm some big joke. And if he just won't get it, what am I supposed to do then? I'm lost. If any of you guys, my uhmm...audiance *crickets chirping* have any advice, it would be much appriciated. Thanks.

Kris
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