Well...I was told to update
Well...its been a bit. Not too much free time anymore really. Moms moving in with her boyfriend from Tennessee in about 3 weeks. I won't be able to stay at the house with dad very long after she leaves. She's usually the person I go to when dads bitching and complaining and with out her there I won't be able to take it. So I'll have to get my own place. I know of a 1 bedroom apartment that I'm going to look in to but if I do move out then I'm going to have to find a better paying job and it will more than likely be a job I hate, which sucks. Umm...I'm going to get a loan out and by a van, the day after everyone in the band graduates we're going to do a summer tour. Its a really nice van too and only like $1000. I also have to get a loan for school still. Sometimes I think I have too many things I need to do and its starting to drive me insane trying to find time to do them all. I mean I work, I have band practice, I've got shit that I have to do at the house, I'm trying to talk to the people at the learning center and see if I can just go take my GED without taking all the pretests, make time to see whitney, and still try to see my friends when i get the chance. Theres more than that but I'm not going to sit here and list everything either. I have a plan with Bluegrass now. If anyone wants the number then message me and I'll give it to you. I would just put it on here but I don't want everyone and their mom to have my number so yeah. I'm also starting to feel really tired lately. I mean like I'm getting too old for shit. I'm only 19 but I feel so much older and I hate it. I honestly do. Everyday it just feels like its harder for me to wake up. Not like in a I'm going to die way. Its a weird feeling. But yeah...Its 3:30 in the morning and I'm still not at home so I think I'ma run to the store and get a drink then head on home. But I might try to post something here in the next few days or something. Til next time.