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[hate2luv_u]

Im getting ready for bed and i got on here to see what all new has been posted I guess I made someone delete their Journal...which is pretty funny to me..She must not have any thing to say about the comment I wrote her cause she knows what she did was FUCKED UP..IDC..!!! The Adult life sucks but in a way its kind of better than what i was doing..

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hey, i did not delete my account becuz of you.....

[aubeecare]

ok yep, this is me...aubrey, and i dont want u to think that u made me back out or wut ever other non sense..... i was just tired of the anonomyous posts......which im sure that ill prolly be getting sum more now that i have posted under a different name-lol- but oh well i dont plan on writing on lj ne more ne way....so ill just delete this one before to long ne way......but i just wanted to make sure that u knew that u were not my reason for deleting livejournal.....and i did not post on here to argue with u or tell u that u are completly wrong....and i kno that it doesnt really mean ne thing to you ne more....or at least you say it doesnt.....but i just want you to kno that, that boy had me believin that he actually liked me..and the only stupid thing i did was believe him...believe that he would actually get up and leave u, when no body was makin him....yeah, that was stupid..... and that was nuthin mean towards you, so i hope u read that the ryte way...that was all mean toward me and him-lol- but ne way..... yeah i was pretty stupid for believin him...but i think that you kno as well as i do that when ur actually there.....u try not to see what u dont want too... but then as soon as everything is all said and dun, ur like damn i should have known.... ya kno? and im not gonna lie to you, i really thought i liked him there for a minute, becuz he could sure act like the kinda guy u want him to be.... but in the end....he is jus the same ol dustin...and i mean i dont have to tell u that, becuz u kno exactly what i am talkin about.... but i wish that neither of us would have put up with his shit for as long as we did... i mean u put up with it way longer than i did.....but i think that both of us deserve better....and i kno that could have broken it off between me and dustin several times.... but like i said, when ur there, u only see what u want to see...and all i was seein was,"o yeah he really does like me cuz he is callin me and comin over and writin me notes and blah blah blah..." but really all i should have seen was," no he doesnt like u...he may like the way u look... but thats about it....and he isnt gonnna leave his g/f becuz if no body knows wuts goin between u and and him...he has no reason to choose...so really he is just a straight up player..." thats what i should have told myself...and im srry that i didnt.... but im over that now and im finally datin sumbody that really likes me and that makes me really happy.....so now i can really see what a jerk dustin is/was or wut ever...and it makes me see even more just how stupid i was for talkin to him. and i honestly hope that everything is goin good with you and kyle...i mean honestly... i never thought i would say that to you-lol- but now that i am finally really happy, i guess i just look at everything different...so yeah i really hope that you two are doin good... and i hope that if u all really want to be together,then i hope u all actually get together after how long of this back and fourth drama-lol- but w/e happens... i hope u make the best out of it. and i hope that all of dustins b.s. jus stays in our pasts where it belongs, and i also hope that this comment will help to clear things up a lil bit,
*~AUBREY~*

Re: hey, i did not delete my account becuz of you.....

[shooby1231]

HEY!!!! -lol- I am so glad that we are friends again.. I'm glad you changed things a little bit. I can't wait to be your neigbor!! -lol- So.. you haven't told me who you were dating.. -lol- Oh and I like your name... Aubee Care and Shelly Nickel! -lol- But I gotta get offa here and get ready for the movies.. I dunno if it'll go so well though.. Cory's being mean.
LUV YA!!
Shelly Nickel

Re: hey, i did not delete my account becuz of you.....

[hate2luv_u]

Aubrey...I dont know what to say..I didnt even know he was writing you notes and stuff and calling you..but oh well thats what i get for being blind, and putting up with a fucking DUMB ASS...but you should have came to me as a friend and told me because that would have stoped things btw him and i alot earlier, and now it made it to wear i dont know if i could ever be your friend again..not that you care or n e thing. If we were friends and the guy you were dating was tring to get with me..i would have said something to you...Just like i did about Kyle the first time i let you know all the times he was telling me the same stuff as he was telling you..! I honestly dont care any more..I mean im more mad at myself for not noticing...! I hate him now and I will never ever ever ever trust a guy again...i really thought he liked me this time..and i really thought he cared..what in the FUCK was i thinking..! BUT WHATEVER..I hope you learn from your mistakes and I hope you dont ever do that to someone again..! Thanks for the goin good with kyle thing..even tho we arnt n e thing as of now..! Im sorry if you think that and if it makes you mad in any way..but you have no right to be mad at me for any thing..!