WOW!!
Today is the 4th of july and im going to spend it sitting at home..Im a working woman starting tomorrow..and i cant waite...i know soon i will get sick of 40 hour weeks but i will love the money...$400 every 2 weeks...cant beat that...i dont have bills to pay..so i will prolly live @ the mall...I think im going to get a new cell phone because this past week there have been people calling me that i dont want to have my # and i can cuss them out or do whatever and they just keep calling...(Lyndall), and I need a local number...Im going to buy a memeber ship to the Y to..! This weekend was SO wierd but soo fun...! I ended my going out all the time on a good weekend..! I didnt think it was going to be fun but it was...Darrin and I got a 1/2 gallon of vodka on Friday..we were going to get plastered because i hadnt been in the best mood this week...but he ended up being to tired..so i left and went to Tia's where there was like 20 ppl i stayed there drinking and stuff till about 4 in the morning...I was pretty much a waste that night, crying and every thing, i bet i embarrassed myself. Then on saturday Darrin asked me to go to jackobs with him...and take my vodka there..so i did..well amber and craig ended up calling me wanting me to go watch fireworks at Johnys with them...I didnt want to but there was someone @ jakobs that i didnt perfer seeing @ the time..So i went with them...i ended up having a good time, I saw Dustin and I thought it would bother me but it didnt...Brittany Hornickel asked me to kareoke with her..but there was no way i was getting up there...I LOVE THAT GIRL...! So we watched the Fire works..I drank a lil bit of vodka with Brooke...oh and Brooke sorry i didnt go to erics..i couldnt drive there..! After the fire works i went and got my car, and went and got suzanne for old time sake..when we used to get drunk all the time down in e town, Darrin called and wanted me to come back out to johnys so i did..and we started drinking...I didnt get so drunk i dont remember...but i got to where i didnt care..and i didnt let stuff get to me and make me have a bad night..The night was wierd there were ppl there that i havnt saw in forever cause i dont really like to hang out down there with every body that much, cause one minute someone hates you and the next they like you...you never know what day they are on tho..!(LOL) I ended up staying there till like 5 in the AM...I had a really good time...Someone that i wasnt on good terms with we ended up getting things clear and we are friends again...wich makes my life so much easier..cause i hate it when were like that..! I hear there are some things going around about me and something that supposivly happened...I got a call the next morning from a private # one of Brittany Schoen's friends saying that they herd something happen btw me and kyle and they were just wondering if it was true..I dont know why Brittany couldnt have called me..but im not goig to worry about it, but nothing happened btw kyle and I...yeah we hung out at the party but with a bunch of other ppl to..and i was just there to make sure he was alright when he was getting sick..! I dont care what ppl say they can say whatever they want...It dont matter to me..cause no matter what you do and how hard you try to get ppl to believe you they are going to believe what they want..and theres nothing you can do about it! Well I ended up driving home that night after Kyle sobered up and I made sure him and Joey were going to be okay to go back to Joeys, and I made sure they werent sleeping in the car. Suzanne and I went to Dairy Queen and then I took her home! Someone called me on the way home, and met me @ my house...we talked for awhile and went to bed. Saturday I layed around till about 2:30 I got up and talked to my mom...Then i took a nap for a lil bit, got up took a shower, and got ready cause I was going to go out to eat with craig amber, jeremy, and Greg, but i didnt get ready in time..but i met up with Dustin P and we met up with Craig and amber and a bunch of ppl with Corydon and we watched the fire works...! I came home someone came over and we hung out for a bit, went to bed and got up this morning layed around for hours and then we they left..! So my weekend was alot better than i thought it would be..! I dont know why i just sit here and told all this..but i guess its from boredum...LOL! This will prolly be my last journal for awhile but im going threw alot of shit so maybe not..! BYE FOR NOW!