just to refresh your memory!!
Cookster0622 [8:53 PM]: i mean i still have alot of feelings for u but with the way things have worked out before and how u feel about all men i cant just do it all again
TpaigeK05 [8:54 PM]: i understand..except for the way i feel about all men?? what is that??
Cookster0622 [8:55 PM]: ummm well u act like all men are the devil and u cant trust them & u dont wanna have anythin to do wit any of use in a relationship
TpaigeK05 [8:58 PM]: oic..men are the devil..that is tru and you are right..because of the past..i dont trust men..but i am trying to over come that feeling but it seems as if it is getting worse
Cookster0622 [8:59 PM]: i understand but like right now i feel as if i really want a serious relationship. i want some one to love and someone to have the same feeling for me i miss that or i want it more now then ever. I feel as if i need it and i cant have that with u so i cant end up like i did in the past
TpaigeK05 [9:00 PM]: i understand
Cookster0622 [9:01 PM]: figured u would
TpaigeK05 [9:01 PM]: except i want the total opposite..i dont want n e thing @ all..
Cookster0622 [9:02 PM]: that is why i figured u would understand
TpaigeK05 [9:02 PM]: i think i am so scared to fall in love again..
Cookster0622 [9:03 PM]: i want to but i wanna make sure it is with someone that i will love me back and it be serious
TpaigeK05 [9:03 PM]: thats good..
Cookster0622 [9:04 PM]: ya....... i guess
TpaigeK05 [9:04 PM]: it is good..cause most boys dont want that...they just want to f around
Cookster0622 [9:05 PM]: ya well since when have u known me to be like other guys
TpaigeK05 [9:05 PM]: lol in many ways your not..but in some ways you are
Cookster0622 [9:05 PM]: ya well in the ways that count im not
TpaigeK05 [9:06 PM]: yeah..
Cookster0622 [9:06 PM]: so that counts for ALOT
TpaigeK05 [9:07 PM]: so who ever you date next is going to be lucky...
Cookster0622 [9:07 PM]: ya i guess so
TpaigeK05 [9:08 PM]: im not being sarcastic im being serious..
Cookster0622 [9:08 PM]: ya i no
Cookster0622 [9:08 PM]: it is all good
Cookster0622 [9:08 PM]: either way
Cookster0622 [10:17 PM]: im just gonna start tellin ppl what is on my mind
TpaigeK05 [10:17 PM]: okay
Cookster0622 [10:18 PM]: yep
Cookster0622 [10:18 PM]: no more beatin around the bush
TpaigeK05 [10:19 PM]: okay..
TpaigeK05 [10:19 PM]: do you want to start with me
Cookster0622 [10:19 PM]: what do u want me to tell ya
Cookster0622 [10:19 PM]: sure i have no problem with startin with u
TpaigeK05 [10:19 PM]: any thing you think i should know
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: well i still want to be with u more then anything
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: and i would love to have the relationship that i want with u
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: but knowin how u feel about it all REALLY sucks
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: and i know that i will never have that with u
Cookster0622 [10:21 PM]: and i wish u would see that u could be the "lucky" one that i want to be with
Cookster0622 [10:22 PM]: and i no that things right know with u and guys arent the best but if u would let me show u that bein with me would be nuttin like any other guy then maybe it wouldnt be so bad
Cookster0622 [10:22 PM]: if we are such good friends just think what are relationship would be like
Cookster0622 [10:23 PM]: we have both screwed up and im VERY sorry for everything
Cookster0622 [10:23 PM]: that i have dont to u
Cookster0622 [10:23 PM]: and made u do or put u in the situations i have
Cookster0622 [10:25 PM]: when im around u i dont wanna leave
Cookster0622 [10:25 PM]: when im not around u i want to be
Cookster0622 [10:25 PM]: some of this may sound REALLY corny but Tiffani it is how i feel
TpaigeK05 [10:25 PM]: i believe you
Cookster0622 [10:26 PM]: and knowin that u dont feel the same puts me in a place were i cant go no were
Cookster0622 [10:26 PM]: it isnt your fault
Cookster0622 [10:27 PM]: and i dont no why i feel the way i do about u cuz of all the shit we have been through and u have put me through but i no that i wouldnt do it all or put up with it all if u didnt mean so much to me
Cookster0622 [10:27 PM]: i think that what i have for u is alot more then just some high school crush
Cookster0622 [10:27 PM]: i no it isnt
Cookster0622 [10:29 PM]: and im not try to change your mind about all of this cuz i no i cant but i just thought i should let u no were i stand when it comes to me and u and how i feel about us and u
TpaigeK05 [10:30 PM]: im sorry..that you feel that way..i mean it makes me feel good that someone out there cares for me so much..and its sad to think that i dont feel the same way but i cant help the way i feel..if i could then i wouldnt feel the way i do 1/2 the time..but kyle honestly i dont think i could give you what you want..and im too scared to fall in love again..to be honest..and i dont want to hurt you..cause sometimes i feel that we could be..but then there are others i think that i would ruin what we have now..
Cookster0622 [10:31 PM]: ya i no and it sucks all of it
TpaigeK05 [10:32 PM]: im sorry..that i feel that way..but i mean my heart is tore apart..and there is no way i could try to let it feel for someone else..when i dont know if the feelings would be real or not
Cookster0622 [10:33 PM]: hey dont worrry cuz i will be aight and i will get over it i have before
TpaigeK05 [10:35 PM]: but i feel really really bad
Cookster0622 [10:35 PM]: u shouldnt
Cookster0622 [10:36 PM]: it isnt your fault u feel that way and that i feel the way i do Cookster0622 [10:40 PM]: and u wouldnt have wanted it to unless u have supin for me enough to do the stuff we did
TpaigeK05 [10:41 PM]: i know..but i mean it would have all been better if i had the feelings for you like i do for ******
Cookster0622 [10:41 PM]: it still all comes down to Dustin
TpaigeK05 [10:42 PM]: well he is the reason i feel the way i do..so how can it not come down to him kyle..
Cookster0622 [10:42 PM]: im not even gonna get into it
Cookster0622 [10:43 PM]: cuz it dont matter
TpaigeK05 [10:44 PM]: obvioulsy it does..
Cookster0622 [10:44 PM]: no it dont cuz nuttin i can say or do will change any of it so it dont matter
TpaigeK05 [10:45 PM]: yeah your right..but i cant change it ither..i have tried kyle and it just dont work..
Cookster0622 [10:45 PM]: well u r the only one who can change it and apperantly u r in no rush so.......... looks like im shit out of luck
TpaigeK05 [10:47 PM]: kyle think what you want..and you can say that im in no rush..but there is no rushing to it..i live one day at a time..and i cant change the way i feel..or i would.. i loved that boy and i thought he loved me..and he hurt me bad..so yeah its going to be awhile..kyle i have never been threw a heart break..or depression..and its not easy..
TpaigeK05 [10:47 PM]: you think things should just one day happen..but they dont it takes time..
Cookster0622 [10:48 PM]: well how much Fin time do u need it has been like months ago
Cookster0622 [10:48 PM]: it is time to move on
Cookster0622 [10:48 PM]: he dont give a shit about u and u wont live your life the way u r suppose to cuz of him
TpaigeK05 [10:48 PM]: and honestly i think i am doing better than i ever have been..yeah i still cry..and i still act like im happy and im not..but i think i get by just fine..!!
Cookster0622 [10:49 PM]: well then good for u
Cookster0622 [10:49 PM]: im glad
TpaigeK05 [10:50 PM]: kyle i know it has been months..i know..trust me they have been long for me..i have been threw alot of shit in the past 2 months...!!
Cookster0622 [10:50 PM]: if u have such STRONG feelings for him how can u sleep with me in the same bed and mess around with me while u r still in love with him
Cookster0622 [10:50 PM]: that makes me feel like a fuckin idiot for lettin it happen
Cookster0622 [10:50 PM]: lettin myself think that it means supin when it prolly dont
TpaigeK05 [10:51 PM]: kyle nowing that me and him will never be together again is enough for me to move on try new things to see if i can do it...
TpaigeK05 [10:51 PM]: and you act like you didnt know im in love with him..
Cookster0622 [10:51 PM]: thanks for lettin me be your little experiment
TpaigeK05 [10:51 PM]: w/e
Cookster0622 [10:51 PM]: that means alot
TpaigeK05 [10:52 PM]: it wasnt even like that kyle..
Cookster0622 [10:52 PM]: o then how was it
TpaigeK05 [10:53 PM]: im just going to tell you..im not going to hide n e of it..cause it will just piss me off if i do..cause you are going to take all of it the wrong way but there is nothing i can do about it..
Cookster0622 [10:53 PM]: ok then tell me
TpaigeK05 [10:56 PM]: When i was with dustin dont get me wrong..i was happy..and i loved him and more than n e thing i wanted to be with him...then i being told that he treats me like shit and he plays me..so i began to fill like there was an emptyness there..and then you came along.and filled that spot treated me like i wanted to be.there was something totally diffrent that i wanted from both of you..and then he begane to still play his BS..so i did to..and i began to like you..and we talked for awhile..then i realized that....
TpaigeK05 [10:57 PM]: the feelings i have for you might not be true so i needed time..and you could never handle that..so we always quit talking...and every time i think well if he really likes me he will understand..instead of pushing me into things he will be there for me know matter what my decison..but i was wrong..you never let me make my own decision..and you still dont..cause its ither we are together..or we are nothing and we dont talk..
TpaigeK05 [10:58 PM]: so thats get me all mixed up more than i already am..
Cookster0622 [10:58 PM]: well i still wanna be there for u and be freidns
TpaigeK05 [10:59 PM]: then why dont you ever help me instead of trying to make me feel a certain way..be there for me as a friends..and respect the way i feel not get mad @ me for it cause its not my fault...
TpaigeK05 [11:00 PM]: every thing is not as easy as you think it is kyle
Cookster0622 [11:00 PM]: well it isnt the easiest thing to do
Cookster0622 [11:00 PM]: i dont enjoy just bein your friend and always helpin u through shit that i see no point in even dealin with
TpaigeK05 [11:00 PM]: with then dont say you will help me threw it..
Cookster0622 [11:01 PM]: im the one that gets yelled at when things dont go your way or im the one that u push everything on when shit doesnt go good with dustin
TpaigeK05 [11:01 PM]: cause you always tell me that you will but when it comes to something i really need to talk to someone about i cant talk to you about it cause if its about dusitn you get mad..
Cookster0622 [11:01 PM]: when u and dustin talk im the one that has to deal with u when u r a bitch
Cookster0622 [11:02 PM]: WELL FUCK YA I GET MAD CUZ I WANNA BE WITH U AND ALL I HEAR ABOUT IS HOW MUCH DUSTIN IS FUCKIN UP YOUR LIFE WHEN THERE IS NO NEED FOR IT
Cookster0622 [11:03 PM]: ok u no what im sorry for everything and i guess i should just keep my mouth shut next time makes things easier
TpaigeK05 [11:03 PM]: w/e kyle dont give me this crap...you just dont understand is what it is..
Cookster0622 [11:03 PM]: i never will
TpaigeK05 [11:04 PM]: i guess not
Cookster0622 [11:05 PM]: there is no guessin to it
TpaigeK05 [11:05 PM]: okay well then you wont..i would say when you get in the situation you will..but i hope you are never in it..
Cookster0622 [11:05 PM]: i wont allow myself to be in it
TpaigeK05 [11:05 PM]: i hope you never have to go threw what i have been thew...
TpaigeK05 [11:05 PM]: good...
TpaigeK05 [11:06 PM]: and i cant help i did
Cookster0622 [11:06 PM]: ya u can or u could have
TpaigeK05 [11:06 PM]: no i couldnt have cause i was blind and didnt see what was going on..and i fell for him...
Cookster0622 [11:06 PM]: omg u werent blind EVERYONE was fuckin tellin u
Cookster0622 [11:07 PM]: u just didnt want to belive it cuz u thought he was mr perfect
TpaigeK05 [11:07 PM]: yeah i did...
TpaigeK05 [11:07 PM]: but you cant be mad at me for that
TpaigeK05 [11:08 PM]: cause you are the one that always said if he would had just realized that if he would have strightened up..then you wouldnt have been n the picture and i would have stayed with him..
TpaigeK05 [11:09 PM]: you new that..so why do you get mad..when i actually say something to it being true..
Cookster0622 [11:09 PM]: ya and that is tru
Cookster0622 [11:09 PM]: u no what F all of this cuz there is no point in it
TpaigeK05 [11:09 PM]: but you knew i was in love with him..so why did you let things happen?? knowing that it could be bad??
Cookster0622 [11:09 PM]: all this is gonna do is mess up or friendship so lets me done with it
TpaigeK05 [11:10 PM]: okay f it..im going...bye
HOW COULD YOU EVEN SAY YOU ARE THERE FOR ME...YOU ARNT...YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME..AND YOU DID WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS GOING TO GET ME..! DONT EVER SAY THAT I NEVER TOLD YOU HOW I FELT...! I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY..AND I HOPE THAT YOU LEARN ONE DAY YOU CANT CONTROL PPL..LET THEM DO WHAT THEY WANT!!!
TpaigeK05 [8:54 PM]: i understand..except for the way i feel about all men?? what is that??
Cookster0622 [8:55 PM]: ummm well u act like all men are the devil and u cant trust them & u dont wanna have anythin to do wit any of use in a relationship
TpaigeK05 [8:58 PM]: oic..men are the devil..that is tru and you are right..because of the past..i dont trust men..but i am trying to over come that feeling but it seems as if it is getting worse
Cookster0622 [8:59 PM]: i understand but like right now i feel as if i really want a serious relationship. i want some one to love and someone to have the same feeling for me i miss that or i want it more now then ever. I feel as if i need it and i cant have that with u so i cant end up like i did in the past
TpaigeK05 [9:00 PM]: i understand
Cookster0622 [9:01 PM]: figured u would
TpaigeK05 [9:01 PM]: except i want the total opposite..i dont want n e thing @ all..
Cookster0622 [9:02 PM]: that is why i figured u would understand
TpaigeK05 [9:02 PM]: i think i am so scared to fall in love again..
Cookster0622 [9:03 PM]: i want to but i wanna make sure it is with someone that i will love me back and it be serious
TpaigeK05 [9:03 PM]: thats good..
Cookster0622 [9:04 PM]: ya....... i guess
TpaigeK05 [9:04 PM]: it is good..cause most boys dont want that...they just want to f around
Cookster0622 [9:05 PM]: ya well since when have u known me to be like other guys
TpaigeK05 [9:05 PM]: lol in many ways your not..but in some ways you are
Cookster0622 [9:05 PM]: ya well in the ways that count im not
TpaigeK05 [9:06 PM]: yeah..
Cookster0622 [9:06 PM]: so that counts for ALOT
TpaigeK05 [9:07 PM]: so who ever you date next is going to be lucky...
Cookster0622 [9:07 PM]: ya i guess so
TpaigeK05 [9:08 PM]: im not being sarcastic im being serious..
Cookster0622 [9:08 PM]: ya i no
Cookster0622 [9:08 PM]: it is all good
Cookster0622 [9:08 PM]: either way
Cookster0622 [10:17 PM]: im just gonna start tellin ppl what is on my mind
TpaigeK05 [10:17 PM]: okay
Cookster0622 [10:18 PM]: yep
Cookster0622 [10:18 PM]: no more beatin around the bush
TpaigeK05 [10:19 PM]: okay..
TpaigeK05 [10:19 PM]: do you want to start with me
Cookster0622 [10:19 PM]: what do u want me to tell ya
Cookster0622 [10:19 PM]: sure i have no problem with startin with u
TpaigeK05 [10:19 PM]: any thing you think i should know
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: well i still want to be with u more then anything
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: and i would love to have the relationship that i want with u
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: but knowin how u feel about it all REALLY sucks
Cookster0622 [10:20 PM]: and i know that i will never have that with u
Cookster0622 [10:21 PM]: and i wish u would see that u could be the "lucky" one that i want to be with
Cookster0622 [10:22 PM]: and i no that things right know with u and guys arent the best but if u would let me show u that bein with me would be nuttin like any other guy then maybe it wouldnt be so bad
Cookster0622 [10:22 PM]: if we are such good friends just think what are relationship would be like
Cookster0622 [10:23 PM]: we have both screwed up and im VERY sorry for everything
Cookster0622 [10:23 PM]: that i have dont to u
Cookster0622 [10:23 PM]: and made u do or put u in the situations i have
Cookster0622 [10:25 PM]: when im around u i dont wanna leave
Cookster0622 [10:25 PM]: when im not around u i want to be
Cookster0622 [10:25 PM]: some of this may sound REALLY corny but Tiffani it is how i feel
TpaigeK05 [10:25 PM]: i believe you
Cookster0622 [10:26 PM]: and knowin that u dont feel the same puts me in a place were i cant go no were
Cookster0622 [10:26 PM]: it isnt your fault
Cookster0622 [10:27 PM]: and i dont no why i feel the way i do about u cuz of all the shit we have been through and u have put me through but i no that i wouldnt do it all or put up with it all if u didnt mean so much to me
Cookster0622 [10:27 PM]: i think that what i have for u is alot more then just some high school crush
Cookster0622 [10:27 PM]: i no it isnt
Cookster0622 [10:29 PM]: and im not try to change your mind about all of this cuz i no i cant but i just thought i should let u no were i stand when it comes to me and u and how i feel about us and u
TpaigeK05 [10:30 PM]: im sorry..that you feel that way..i mean it makes me feel good that someone out there cares for me so much..and its sad to think that i dont feel the same way but i cant help the way i feel..if i could then i wouldnt feel the way i do 1/2 the time..but kyle honestly i dont think i could give you what you want..and im too scared to fall in love again..to be honest..and i dont want to hurt you..cause sometimes i feel that we could be..but then there are others i think that i would ruin what we have now..
Cookster0622 [10:31 PM]: ya i no and it sucks all of it
TpaigeK05 [10:32 PM]: im sorry..that i feel that way..but i mean my heart is tore apart..and there is no way i could try to let it feel for someone else..when i dont know if the feelings would be real or not
Cookster0622 [10:33 PM]: hey dont worrry cuz i will be aight and i will get over it i have before
TpaigeK05 [10:35 PM]: but i feel really really bad
Cookster0622 [10:35 PM]: u shouldnt
Cookster0622 [10:36 PM]: it isnt your fault u feel that way and that i feel the way i do Cookster0622 [10:40 PM]: and u wouldnt have wanted it to unless u have supin for me enough to do the stuff we did
TpaigeK05 [10:41 PM]: i know..but i mean it would have all been better if i had the feelings for you like i do for ******
Cookster0622 [10:41 PM]: it still all comes down to Dustin
TpaigeK05 [10:42 PM]: well he is the reason i feel the way i do..so how can it not come down to him kyle..
Cookster0622 [10:42 PM]: im not even gonna get into it
Cookster0622 [10:43 PM]: cuz it dont matter
TpaigeK05 [10:44 PM]: obvioulsy it does..
Cookster0622 [10:44 PM]: no it dont cuz nuttin i can say or do will change any of it so it dont matter
TpaigeK05 [10:45 PM]: yeah your right..but i cant change it ither..i have tried kyle and it just dont work..
Cookster0622 [10:45 PM]: well u r the only one who can change it and apperantly u r in no rush so.......... looks like im shit out of luck
TpaigeK05 [10:47 PM]: kyle think what you want..and you can say that im in no rush..but there is no rushing to it..i live one day at a time..and i cant change the way i feel..or i would.. i loved that boy and i thought he loved me..and he hurt me bad..so yeah its going to be awhile..kyle i have never been threw a heart break..or depression..and its not easy..
TpaigeK05 [10:47 PM]: you think things should just one day happen..but they dont it takes time..
Cookster0622 [10:48 PM]: well how much Fin time do u need it has been like months ago
Cookster0622 [10:48 PM]: it is time to move on
Cookster0622 [10:48 PM]: he dont give a shit about u and u wont live your life the way u r suppose to cuz of him
TpaigeK05 [10:48 PM]: and honestly i think i am doing better than i ever have been..yeah i still cry..and i still act like im happy and im not..but i think i get by just fine..!!
Cookster0622 [10:49 PM]: well then good for u
Cookster0622 [10:49 PM]: im glad
TpaigeK05 [10:50 PM]: kyle i know it has been months..i know..trust me they have been long for me..i have been threw alot of shit in the past 2 months...!!
Cookster0622 [10:50 PM]: if u have such STRONG feelings for him how can u sleep with me in the same bed and mess around with me while u r still in love with him
Cookster0622 [10:50 PM]: that makes me feel like a fuckin idiot for lettin it happen
Cookster0622 [10:50 PM]: lettin myself think that it means supin when it prolly dont
TpaigeK05 [10:51 PM]: kyle nowing that me and him will never be together again is enough for me to move on try new things to see if i can do it...
TpaigeK05 [10:51 PM]: and you act like you didnt know im in love with him..
Cookster0622 [10:51 PM]: thanks for lettin me be your little experiment
TpaigeK05 [10:51 PM]: w/e
Cookster0622 [10:51 PM]: that means alot
TpaigeK05 [10:52 PM]: it wasnt even like that kyle..
Cookster0622 [10:52 PM]: o then how was it
TpaigeK05 [10:53 PM]: im just going to tell you..im not going to hide n e of it..cause it will just piss me off if i do..cause you are going to take all of it the wrong way but there is nothing i can do about it..
Cookster0622 [10:53 PM]: ok then tell me
TpaigeK05 [10:56 PM]: When i was with dustin dont get me wrong..i was happy..and i loved him and more than n e thing i wanted to be with him...then i being told that he treats me like shit and he plays me..so i began to fill like there was an emptyness there..and then you came along.and filled that spot treated me like i wanted to be.there was something totally diffrent that i wanted from both of you..and then he begane to still play his BS..so i did to..and i began to like you..and we talked for awhile..then i realized that....
TpaigeK05 [10:57 PM]: the feelings i have for you might not be true so i needed time..and you could never handle that..so we always quit talking...and every time i think well if he really likes me he will understand..instead of pushing me into things he will be there for me know matter what my decison..but i was wrong..you never let me make my own decision..and you still dont..cause its ither we are together..or we are nothing and we dont talk..
TpaigeK05 [10:58 PM]: so thats get me all mixed up more than i already am..
Cookster0622 [10:58 PM]: well i still wanna be there for u and be freidns
TpaigeK05 [10:59 PM]: then why dont you ever help me instead of trying to make me feel a certain way..be there for me as a friends..and respect the way i feel not get mad @ me for it cause its not my fault...
TpaigeK05 [11:00 PM]: every thing is not as easy as you think it is kyle
Cookster0622 [11:00 PM]: well it isnt the easiest thing to do
Cookster0622 [11:00 PM]: i dont enjoy just bein your friend and always helpin u through shit that i see no point in even dealin with
TpaigeK05 [11:00 PM]: with then dont say you will help me threw it..
Cookster0622 [11:01 PM]: im the one that gets yelled at when things dont go your way or im the one that u push everything on when shit doesnt go good with dustin
TpaigeK05 [11:01 PM]: cause you always tell me that you will but when it comes to something i really need to talk to someone about i cant talk to you about it cause if its about dusitn you get mad..
Cookster0622 [11:01 PM]: when u and dustin talk im the one that has to deal with u when u r a bitch
Cookster0622 [11:02 PM]: WELL FUCK YA I GET MAD CUZ I WANNA BE WITH U AND ALL I HEAR ABOUT IS HOW MUCH DUSTIN IS FUCKIN UP YOUR LIFE WHEN THERE IS NO NEED FOR IT
Cookster0622 [11:03 PM]: ok u no what im sorry for everything and i guess i should just keep my mouth shut next time makes things easier
TpaigeK05 [11:03 PM]: w/e kyle dont give me this crap...you just dont understand is what it is..
Cookster0622 [11:03 PM]: i never will
TpaigeK05 [11:04 PM]: i guess not
Cookster0622 [11:05 PM]: there is no guessin to it
TpaigeK05 [11:05 PM]: okay well then you wont..i would say when you get in the situation you will..but i hope you are never in it..
Cookster0622 [11:05 PM]: i wont allow myself to be in it
TpaigeK05 [11:05 PM]: i hope you never have to go threw what i have been thew...
TpaigeK05 [11:05 PM]: good...
TpaigeK05 [11:06 PM]: and i cant help i did
Cookster0622 [11:06 PM]: ya u can or u could have
TpaigeK05 [11:06 PM]: no i couldnt have cause i was blind and didnt see what was going on..and i fell for him...
Cookster0622 [11:06 PM]: omg u werent blind EVERYONE was fuckin tellin u
Cookster0622 [11:07 PM]: u just didnt want to belive it cuz u thought he was mr perfect
TpaigeK05 [11:07 PM]: yeah i did...
TpaigeK05 [11:07 PM]: but you cant be mad at me for that
TpaigeK05 [11:08 PM]: cause you are the one that always said if he would had just realized that if he would have strightened up..then you wouldnt have been n the picture and i would have stayed with him..
TpaigeK05 [11:09 PM]: you new that..so why do you get mad..when i actually say something to it being true..
Cookster0622 [11:09 PM]: ya and that is tru
Cookster0622 [11:09 PM]: u no what F all of this cuz there is no point in it
TpaigeK05 [11:09 PM]: but you knew i was in love with him..so why did you let things happen?? knowing that it could be bad??
Cookster0622 [11:09 PM]: all this is gonna do is mess up or friendship so lets me done with it
TpaigeK05 [11:10 PM]: okay f it..im going...bye
HOW COULD YOU EVEN SAY YOU ARE THERE FOR ME...YOU ARNT...YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME..AND YOU DID WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS GOING TO GET ME..! DONT EVER SAY THAT I NEVER TOLD YOU HOW I FELT...! I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY..AND I HOPE THAT YOU LEARN ONE DAY YOU CANT CONTROL PPL..LET THEM DO WHAT THEY WANT!!!