im going to loose it!!
I just got home from Dance practice..I dont know why..but i feel like i could break down and cry!! I have so much crap on my mind..idk what to do about it all...! I cant waite till SB..i just want to get away from it all..not worry about n e thing..Sometimes i feel life would be so much easier if i just didnt talk 2 some ppl..if i didnt want to be friends with some ppl...! I have hopes and i get my self all worked up..and my hopes get high only for them to get shot down..I dont know..! I am thinking about making me a NEW LJ to explain all this stuff in..that every one dont know about..so i can get if off my chest but the ppl i dont want to read i wont have to worry about finding out..! I just need to sit down and talk to someone and get it all out..cause i have been keeping it in for 2 long now..!
I want to go away to college to get away from here..start over..and leave all the crap that brings me down here behind me..but my dad moved out and its just me and my mom now..and i really dont like to leave her alone..my bigest fear when im gone is that something is happening to her..!! My mom is my best friend..i love her so much i dont know what i would do with out her..i mean i thought the hurt of loosing someone you love form the opposite sex was bad..but i dont want to even imagine what it would be like to loose her...!
Well I need to study..TTYL!!
I want to go away to college to get away from here..start over..and leave all the crap that brings me down here behind me..but my dad moved out and its just me and my mom now..and i really dont like to leave her alone..my bigest fear when im gone is that something is happening to her..!! My mom is my best friend..i love her so much i dont know what i would do with out her..i mean i thought the hurt of loosing someone you love form the opposite sex was bad..but i dont want to even imagine what it would be like to loose her...!
Well I need to study..TTYL!!