WOW...one day u wake up and everything is changed!

[hate2cu_tremble]

well i would never think i would be saying this but one of my cousin danas friends died yesterday of a blood colt to the heart. So here is how it went down. She was gonna fix thanxgiving dinner but first she wanted to take a shower. So i guess she got in the shower and then started feeling the pain in her leg then when the hot water loosen the blood colt up thats when her dad heard the thump and came running and saw that she was i guess almost died. But then when she wake up in her dads arms her last words was" daddy i love u have a happy thanxgiving"...God that makes me wanna cry soooo bad right now but i have to be strong for my cousin. And my cousin is like feeling really bad cause she wasnt talkin to her cause she said that she got on her nerves so she was just ignoring her she never thought that she would never get to talk to her again. But the same thing happen to me with tiffany long when she was murdered. I was ignoring her and then the day she was murdered omg it killed me...and it still does i wish i could go back and tell her that i was sorry for being a bitch to her but i cant. But my family helped her family out with money and something else i can't remember what else. But yeah...it sux to know how u treated someone and then they die and u never get to tell them ur sorry! :(

well i guess i'm gonna go and talk to nic i'm kinda depressed....

later..

<33 ashley..