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[hatching]

isn't it funny. you had it all. but you wanted more. you lied so much but its ok for you. you have ppl who will support your lies. laugh about it. enjoy it. you will destroy yourself. no hope for you. take another bump. wear your glasses in order to avoid the stares. you're weak. leave the scene. realize nobody wants you here. faggotry, trickery, you aren't smart, you aren't clever. you eventually will be found. you should run away. please do (to philly). it'll make it easier for us and your mother to just pass away. you aren't welcome. please know this. you're looks will leave you. you will die a slow death. it isn't ok for you to stick around. a disease. a flash in the pan, another faggot down the drain. no - hope - for - you. please go. you aren't "hatching". you're simple rebuttles are laughable. go back to the sheell you knew. nothing. nothing. nothing. social climber getting nowhere. man of 3,000 faces. please, in the nicest way - just pass away. there will be new friends when you're done with them. but they will only continue to enable you to be a piece of meaningless shit. everyone had hope in you, but now no one sees anyone in you. enjoy the city life. its a quick one to live. we give you 5 years.....tops.... - enjoy the ride. later
- Mary (adrian's friend who is a little nuts)

i love how im so useless and i need to die, yet she has time to write this about me

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oh and if i didnt say anything before, i guess i'll say it now, adrian and i broke up a while ago and things have been good on my side, but him and his troupe of friends enjoy making a huge scene, all the fucking time.