well ladefuckinda
Ok. I realize i am a very sad person. Especially in the last 2 weeks. I need to get my life together of im gonna do something stupid...and that isnt a good thing.
I have like barely any friends.. (yes John you are a friend i know!). But the friends i have really arent there for me. My friends dont know how to deal with me when i am down in the dumps...they kinda just ignore it..and it makes me feel like shit. Like they dont give a damn or something.
Also, I wanna go out and party and have fun the way normal 22 year olds do...but i dont wanna go out by myself (especially to bars cuz that just aint safe!). I wanna meet new people...have friends i can call on a normal basis and not have to feel like i owe them something.
I also need to go to school. I am lookin into it now actually. Hesser College. Maybe. Still...it wont make me that happy.
I think i need to get out of the country. I wanna go to Egypt. And what a coincidence...my friend Lisa is goin this summer and invited me along. Maybe ill be better after that....if i go.
Ok well im gonna stop writin this now cuz no one is really gonna pay attention anyways.
I have like barely any friends.. (yes John you are a friend i know!). But the friends i have really arent there for me. My friends dont know how to deal with me when i am down in the dumps...they kinda just ignore it..and it makes me feel like shit. Like they dont give a damn or something.
Also, I wanna go out and party and have fun the way normal 22 year olds do...but i dont wanna go out by myself (especially to bars cuz that just aint safe!). I wanna meet new people...have friends i can call on a normal basis and not have to feel like i owe them something.
I also need to go to school. I am lookin into it now actually. Hesser College. Maybe. Still...it wont make me that happy.
I think i need to get out of the country. I wanna go to Egypt. And what a coincidence...my friend Lisa is goin this summer and invited me along. Maybe ill be better after that....if i go.
Ok well im gonna stop writin this now cuz no one is really gonna pay attention anyways.