Oct 08, 2004 22:48
oh, what is there to say?
called in sick to work tonight again--tricky still has the f-in' cold. i have not caught it yet, which is good, but i have also been taking those magic vitamins. we went to visit suzee for a little while, and she volunteered to watch him for an hour or two tomorrow while i grocery shop, mainly because it's hard to negotiate carrying the food up to the third floor with him around.
i'm confused about sg tomorrow because i know some folks are going to the protest. i do not intend to go since i do not drive on freeways, but i will be at sg at the usual time and i guess i'll see if anyone is there at that point.
i went to ikea with kat today and neither of us bought a thing. tricky screamed. he hates ikea. i like it a lot.
was reading through my manuscript tonight and playing with the idea of working on it again sometime soon. maybe. it's still hard to remember, hard like painful and sad.
jaqx said if i were in love with him he wouldn't do silly things like ignore it. he said he'd be honored. because of l. i haven't been to the squeezebox in awhile. i went tonight to get my car keys and only luke was there, so strange. i wish i could just have some fucking resolve. i feel very confused and alone and more pissed off than is good or fair.
i can't close with that. i bought a tweed jacket today.
lisa