kamikaze gurl.
it's after 1 pm. i don't think i'm going to get around to waking up today.
all three kids are sleeping. it's a miricle. the house it so quiet it's kinda creepy.
the day is gorgeous. i'm hoping the bay and his cold can take a nap after his bottle and i can set up the moniters and take the kids out back to play. he's just to sick to hang out outside.
i have serious mom brain.
thinking about lisa...so many things i'm even scared to write down, scared to think...
this could all be suicide.
eh. wouldn't be the first time.
kicking and singing--
all three kids are sleeping. it's a miricle. the house it so quiet it's kinda creepy.
the day is gorgeous. i'm hoping the bay and his cold can take a nap after his bottle and i can set up the moniters and take the kids out back to play. he's just to sick to hang out outside.
i have serious mom brain.
thinking about lisa...so many things i'm even scared to write down, scared to think...
this could all be suicide.
eh. wouldn't be the first time.
kicking and singing--