Apr 18, 2005 11:18
So, I just found out that my family has been reading these, so I think that really stinks. But as the commercial says... "HI MOM"
I haven't really talked to Jerra all that much lately, somethings been going on with her lately and I plan on figuring it out, hopefully. I really wish that we could be the way that we were before we left for Myrtle Beach, cuz ever since I got back, i feel as if we've grown apart, and it really scares me. =/
She was really upset about Derrick and i going out, cuz she thought that i was gonna take him away from her... and that's NEVER been my intention, cuz her and steph mean so much to me, i'd still die for either one of them.
I haven't been eating a lot lately... and right now, my hands are shaking so bad, i don't know if it's cuz i'm hungry or what.
I don't know, but this is gonna be short.... but school duties call!
<3 Heather