Feb 09, 2005 10:37
I just started out on live journal... don't know a lot of people. I'm hoping that this doesn't cost any money either. lol
I heard about this from one of my good friends, steph. She's one of the greatest people that i know. we haven't known eachother for a long time, but the times that we've spent together, have been "m-azing." She's awesome!
My other close friend... well her name is Jerra. Not a very common name, but it suits her... beautiful. She's one of the kindest people that i've ever met, steph too!!! Together, i like to think of us as the three stooges...lol
Unfortunatly, i've been kind of a bitch to the both of them. I've been thinking a lot lately about last Sunday nite... what i thought was one of the best nites of my life, until i realized what a mega bitch i was to them. My mother was pounding on Jerra's door, and Steph was angry with me. So lately, i've been rude and a ton of questions have been going through my mind. I know that they think i'm awesome, and we have a lot of fun together, but there is no reason why i have to be so rude. So, guys, i'm sorry!!
As for the guy that used me... you're the reason why my head is spinning around and around... but now, i can't figure out why i'm not good enough for u. But according to my 2 "M-AZING" best friends, it's your loss!!!
HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY YOU 2... I'VE GOT 20 KIDS AT WORK THAT LOVE ME JUST AS MUCH AS THE TWO OF U DO, AND THAT'S ALL I NEED!!!