ri here i cum...

Oct 07, 2004 13:08

ok...really quick update...

last night was pumpkin carving night with about 8 of our friends...we bought special pumpkin carving knifes and stencils,but i was damn proud of my pumpkin anyways...i have no artistic talent,so when my pumpkin actually looked half decent i was happily surprised.
got to bed rather late,and was up pretty early this morning.my tats were all dried out from laying on the pillow all night.but now they are fine.

i think i might head down to my old stomping grounds (ri) today.i have some things that i've gotta do down there.it's such a long and annoying drive,but hopefully i'll be able to kill many birds with one stone and it will be well worth the trip.

i've been feeling pretty good these past few days.people have been asking me alot if i miss and still love my ex.and that's a tough question to answer.of course i'm going to miss her and still love her.i wasn't lying all year when i said that i loved her and wanted to be with her. but in no way does that mean i want things any differently right now. it was an unhealthy relationship and it would impede on both of us healing if we were to communicate right now.
i feel as though things between us are amicable.like i said a few days ago,she wrote me a letter and we have talked briefly.we both have apologized about the hurtful things that were said out of anger,and things are ok.but no visits,no talking.and we are both ok with that.

this weekend my house mates and i are throwing a happening partayyy. we have mad people coming up from ny and all over the noho region. one of our house mates(the one whose room i am taking over)is moving to the west coast next week and she requested a night of debauchery and dancing.so that's what she's getting.it's going to be a wild night.i'm rather excited.
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