Oct 02, 2004 15:15
ok,just a quick update for now. my house mates and i are about to start watching the newest margaret cho movie.i've never seen any of her stuff,but i hear she's hilarious.
yesterday was a very draining day.i drove to the apartment,with my buddy following me,to get all of my belongings out. i had no idea that my ex wasn't going to be there,so i was super nervous. but once i got there,and met up with my parents,they told me that my ex had called my mom on thurs night. she informed my mom that she would not e around,but that she lved and cared for me very much.that her family loved me.that she had many good memories.she said she was sorry for saying purposely hurtful things to me,things that she doesn't really mean. when i got to the apartment i found that she had packed all my things (respectfully) for me and left me a letter. basically saying that she was sorry and that she wishes me the best and that she'll cherish and learn from the thing that we had together.
my emotions were just being dragged in so many different directions yesterday,but at the end of the day i was happy.i am in such a good,healing environment right now.surrounded by real people.
wednesday i am treating myself to the couple of tat pieces that i've wanted for over a year now. it just feels like the right time for the editions.
movie time now folks. perhaps i'll update again later.