i need a vacation from life
i dunno why but everything is getting to me lately. work, school, people, the weather, everything! i think i need a vacation. i only work 2 days this week so i dunno why im complainin there, i just dont feel like it. school- sick of homework, essays, waking up early, etc. people-im SICK of the immature people that im forced to deal with. i swear, i thought the immaturity (like insulting other people for no reason) would end in high school. or i wished it would. i have decided that i wont participate it at least. so im not going to be a hypocrite about it. but i just wish people would learn to grow up when it comes to those things. i know im not the most mature person, i act stupid all the time, but at least i dont go around insulting people (on purpose) just to make myself feel better or to put someone (who has done nothing wrong to me) down. thats so dumb. and im the victim of it, yet again. i need a freaking vacation. i just want to move far, FAR away from here and not tell anyone except for the chosen few that i know wont ever make me feel like crap. and i know exactly who those people would be. and thats what i think im going to end up doing after college. because im so sick of the drama that followed me from highschool. ugh! i want to grow up so badly, but i feel like i cant when im listening to all these other people that just cant. i hate drama. thats why im venting on here rather than to that person directly. i refuse to sink down to their level, because im better than that. ill just suck it up and take it and know that i am not as immature as they are. its not that what they say offends me, because i couldnt care less what this person thinks of me, but just the fact that the stupid rumors/criticizing for no apparent reason bullcrap that i dealt with ALL thru highschool & hoped so much would end, is still there. i guess it will never completely go away. there's always those people who just love the drama -i'm not one of them. ok. im done complaining now. just had to let a few things out so i wouldnt go completely insane. on the brighter side, FallOut Boy is in 2 days!! PLUS i get to go to Indy!! I love that city! yay! :-) exoh~