I am
I am me. I am a freak. I am a punk. I am a prep...I am MYSELF. I am sick and fucking tired of trying to please every-Goddamned-body. Fuck it. And fuck them. It makes me feel like shit. No matter what I do, i can't please everyone, much less ANYONE.
I hate doing it. It's a pain in my ass. To hell with everyone else who doesn't like/love/whatever me for who and what i am. I thank those, from the bottom of my heart, who have stuck by me through everything, and like/love me for who and what I am, and expect nothing more.
I'm going to do things because I fucking want to, to please ME. If I lose friends and loved ones along the way, they didn't really like/love me anyhow, and I won't need them.
And those friends I make and keep along the way, I'll know they're true people for wanting to stick by me. For loving/liking me for all that I am.
And a big fuck you to those who expect me to be what they want so they can be happy.
They're losing out. Everything I can, am capable of, and will do for them, they lose. If they can't see me, can't hear me, it's not my fault. At least I'll have TRUE people with me.
And the song of the update- Element Eighty, Pancake Land.
It's loud, blasphemous, and angry...like how I feel now.
"Pancake Land"
You don't know the truth
so much more than you knew
lifeless and bleeding
I'm screaming inside of you
Goodbye
I take a hold of everything you say and I throw it right back in your face
if you don't like my reputation you can suck my dick
like it ever even mattered what you said to me anyway
like I give a shit about you anyway
So take me away from here
cause I can't destroy this fear that always will be here
I am alone in here
Nothing can teach me
No one can reach me
seeping through the skin
I'm screaming inside of you
So take me away from here
cause I can't destroy this fear that always will be here
Well I am alone in here
Goodbye
I take a hold of everything you say and I throw it right back in your face
if you don't like my reputation you can suck my dick
like it ever even mattered what you said to me anyway
like I give a shit about you anyway
now you will never know me
now you will never know me
now you will never know me
now you will never know
So take me away from here
cause I can't destroy this fear that always will be here
well I am alone in here
Don't hold it personally...it's my fault. My decision. This isn't directed at one person or a few people. Just to those who made me feel like less than nothing for myself. For feeling like I'll never be good enough. Like I want to die every day. To those who make me want to cut myself and let it all out, every day.
For everyone who'se been with me and want to stay with me through it all, I thank you. I love you.
-aaron
I hate doing it. It's a pain in my ass. To hell with everyone else who doesn't like/love/whatever me for who and what i am. I thank those, from the bottom of my heart, who have stuck by me through everything, and like/love me for who and what I am, and expect nothing more.
I'm going to do things because I fucking want to, to please ME. If I lose friends and loved ones along the way, they didn't really like/love me anyhow, and I won't need them.
And those friends I make and keep along the way, I'll know they're true people for wanting to stick by me. For loving/liking me for all that I am.
And a big fuck you to those who expect me to be what they want so they can be happy.
They're losing out. Everything I can, am capable of, and will do for them, they lose. If they can't see me, can't hear me, it's not my fault. At least I'll have TRUE people with me.
And the song of the update- Element Eighty, Pancake Land.
It's loud, blasphemous, and angry...like how I feel now.
"Pancake Land"
You don't know the truth
so much more than you knew
lifeless and bleeding
I'm screaming inside of you
Goodbye
I take a hold of everything you say and I throw it right back in your face
if you don't like my reputation you can suck my dick
like it ever even mattered what you said to me anyway
like I give a shit about you anyway
So take me away from here
cause I can't destroy this fear that always will be here
I am alone in here
Nothing can teach me
No one can reach me
seeping through the skin
I'm screaming inside of you
So take me away from here
cause I can't destroy this fear that always will be here
Well I am alone in here
Goodbye
I take a hold of everything you say and I throw it right back in your face
if you don't like my reputation you can suck my dick
like it ever even mattered what you said to me anyway
like I give a shit about you anyway
now you will never know me
now you will never know me
now you will never know me
now you will never know
So take me away from here
cause I can't destroy this fear that always will be here
well I am alone in here
Don't hold it personally...it's my fault. My decision. This isn't directed at one person or a few people. Just to those who made me feel like less than nothing for myself. For feeling like I'll never be good enough. Like I want to die every day. To those who make me want to cut myself and let it all out, every day.
For everyone who'se been with me and want to stay with me through it all, I thank you. I love you.
-aaron