Been thinking lately
Today started in a bad mood...i went to bed early last night, and woke up tired still. That's why i was angry earlier. Oh, and I left me phone on, in case anyone would call, and sure enough, (i did get reception, too, oddly enough) but AC sent a text message around 2:30.
I've been thinking a lot lately. There's still hope. And, why be all upset about it, if there's something to look forward to? I'm feeling better now.
I've got some better thoughts in my head, and some good music (Godsmack), and food in my belly (starving!). I think I'm going to go out after school with Rob and Staples for a little while to kill some time, and stay up all night because I have duty tomorrow morning before 6. Then I'm coming back to sleep the day away.
I'm trying to patiently wait for next thursday...but it's hard.
I really hope Jess and Shannah can come up to york then. I've been thinking a lot, too, of Jess. I miss her...I regret everything I've said when I was angry. I usually say things without thinking and it's not good things, either.
I just want to spend some time alone with Jess and talk. All night wouldn't be bad, but any amount of time would make me happy. And, the Fuel concert Friday! I think it'd be good for Jess to get away for even a little while. She needs it.
I've gotta run, lunch is about done.
I'll update more later.
Jess, e-mail me, please! I miss talking to you. Let me know what's up. Vent, if nothing else. Let it all out. Love ya!
Peace, y'all.
-aaron
I've been thinking a lot lately. There's still hope. And, why be all upset about it, if there's something to look forward to? I'm feeling better now.
I've got some better thoughts in my head, and some good music (Godsmack), and food in my belly (starving!). I think I'm going to go out after school with Rob and Staples for a little while to kill some time, and stay up all night because I have duty tomorrow morning before 6. Then I'm coming back to sleep the day away.
I'm trying to patiently wait for next thursday...but it's hard.
I really hope Jess and Shannah can come up to york then. I've been thinking a lot, too, of Jess. I miss her...I regret everything I've said when I was angry. I usually say things without thinking and it's not good things, either.
I just want to spend some time alone with Jess and talk. All night wouldn't be bad, but any amount of time would make me happy. And, the Fuel concert Friday! I think it'd be good for Jess to get away for even a little while. She needs it.
I've gotta run, lunch is about done.
I'll update more later.
Jess, e-mail me, please! I miss talking to you. Let me know what's up. Vent, if nothing else. Let it all out. Love ya!
Peace, y'all.
-aaron