blagh
for some reason... i know that katie and heather are not really my friends anymore. i mean we talk and hangout here and there... idk it's confusing to me. i try to get things to stick, but it doesn't seem like it will for any longer. it doesn't work with me, ya know? it works for katie and heather, their getting closer every day. i'm happy too, cause they used to me worst enimies. i think heather doesn't like me that much because i'm going out with ken... i could be wrong, just she doesn't like him very much. katie... we used to be like best friends... but i don't go to school with her anymore and we hardly hangout. i guess things change, and i'm losing two best friends. i don't want to lose them, they have always been there for me and we used to hangout all the time. if i dyed i dunno if they would notice. i'm not trying to be self centered, it's just how i feel. anyways, me and ken are doing good, i'm so glad that he's my bf! our one month aniversery is 4.20! lol
nighty night
nighty night