Back back back! New love! New ava!
It’s so cold so cold TOO cold for me >”< *accho x 10*
Look like I had caught a cold from sleeping half-naked yesterday night =”=” That’s right I’m Poikilotherm, a cold-blooded type and now even a breeze can kill me. *please consider this sentence carefully, look down some more and you’ll find the reason right away*
It has been years (exactly 68 weeks) since my last post. I have been wandering about for 2 months and now coming back is a right thing to do, I guess. But I have become too sensitive with the coldness and this morning is totally freaking me out T__T”. It was still burning hot the day before yesterday, so WTH, another consequence of Greenhouse effect? *please consider this too*
Ok, to shout out lout in the morning in the unconscious condition is not good at all. I know my dear cousin Zero and Ren have been foaming with rage that I haven’t contacted them for months. So what has happened to me in the past 2 years?
1. I devoted all of my time for my dear part-time job. I chose multi-level marketing, co-oped with TIENS group and it changed my life. Well, I have many new friends, the sempai-s in the company, customers etc. My thoughts become more positive and I love money now. Many things happened during the time I worked, those bittersweet experiments. I’m on vacation now and it’s time to change myself once more.
2. I did a test. ‘____’ I thought I saw it somewhere but several days ago Zero-chan sent me THIS because he thought I had nervous breakdown (WTF!?). Though I sensed my bad condition before, this result might be still a BIG surprise :
Disorder
Rating
Paranoid:
Very High
Schizoid:
Moderate
Schizotypal:
Moderate
Antisocial:
High
Borderline:
Moderate
Histrionic:
High
Narcissistic:
High
Avoidant:
High
Dependent:
Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:
High
So according to it, please consider everything I say and do from on now T”T”. I’m not happy too, but you better do it for your own sake *kidding*
3. My love changed somehow. I no longer bind my beloved to me. My heart isn’t a cage. I set him free. After 7 years, even though it’s no requital, I have been holding onto this feeling. Longing turned into something, I just wondering if he felt the same. So I accepted my worst, I set even his illusion in me, free, the burden I am too, free. His place is up above that clear sky. Be happy will you? If this love of mine is true, I’d be much happier.
4. So in order to fill my heart better. As usually, I stop everything for awhile to find my new fandoms. My, bishies - my only cure - is really kool and kute and I want to eat them all *drools*. BL is great too, I’ve add many of them to my Interests list. Now I can spend all days to ramble about them. YAY! Hyper hyper! I found Hetalia Axis Powers and many bishies-chan filled my heart with happiness ~’A’~
And what makes my day is THIS in
chou_addicted -san's LJ. Isn't it great? The most important point is it's totally RIGHT! All the tests I've ever taken still have something not exactly and doubtful but this is ABSOLUTE X"D. Love my fandoms more and more.
My result are :
- Favorite chars :
Oh my no.1 Gillbert X”D! It’s like I am shaken by his sudden deadly charm. Roderich with his sexy mole and elegance really is my TYPE. Kiku-chan is the same. Ivan-tan my yandere love, I want to draw him with his “kolkolkol” and water-pipe badly. I’m a little sad that Su-chan is in #8. I really like him too X”D
- Favorite couples X"D. This is hilarious :
Prussia x Austria is really my love recently ~=3=~. The 1st time I feel amused ‘cos Roderich has got married to Hungary (but then divorced I believe) at the origin. And it seems Gillbo is trying his best to be a killjoy X”D. Not many people are interested in them, but the hell I care, just love the self-centered couples, like a self-centered fangirl will do X”D
About SuFin, USUK, SpaRo or GerIta they’re absolute and obvious so not much to talk about. Too bad it didn’t have Russia x Japan. I want to see what these two do to each other X”D. Fandoms are free will X”D
5. Muahahaha!! It’s so amusing I can’t stop laughing X”DDDDDDD!
My my my. Know what? My damned sister (not Hane) has found out what I got in my computer : BLLLLLLLLL! She called it gay’s sex and I’m really unhealthy, hentai, pervert X”D. Muahhhhhaaaaa! My stomach aches! Should I shout out at her and beat the hell out of her? Hell no~ Recalling. I had read yaoi when I was at 10 grades, the same as her right now. And she knows which to choose : Demian, Jun-ai and all of Kaili’s works (have to admit that they’re quite gorgeous, not really hard-core, but all’s candy for the eyes). Well, show her he way is more effective than let her find it alone. Fuahahahaha!!
It’s going to be long. I’m young, so no worries. X”D
Oops, time for rambling is over X”D
This is for today!!
Look like I had caught a cold from sleeping half-naked yesterday night =”=” That’s right I’m Poikilotherm, a cold-blooded type and now even a breeze can kill me. *please consider this sentence carefully, look down some more and you’ll find the reason right away*
It has been years (exactly 68 weeks) since my last post. I have been wandering about for 2 months and now coming back is a right thing to do, I guess. But I have become too sensitive with the coldness and this morning is totally freaking me out T__T”. It was still burning hot the day before yesterday, so WTH, another consequence of Greenhouse effect? *please consider this too*
Ok, to shout out lout in the morning in the unconscious condition is not good at all. I know my dear cousin Zero and Ren have been foaming with rage that I haven’t contacted them for months. So what has happened to me in the past 2 years?
1. I devoted all of my time for my dear part-time job. I chose multi-level marketing, co-oped with TIENS group and it changed my life. Well, I have many new friends, the sempai-s in the company, customers etc. My thoughts become more positive and I love money now. Many things happened during the time I worked, those bittersweet experiments. I’m on vacation now and it’s time to change myself once more.
2. I did a test. ‘____’ I thought I saw it somewhere but several days ago Zero-chan sent me THIS because he thought I had nervous breakdown (WTF!?). Though I sensed my bad condition before, this result might be still a BIG surprise :
Disorder
Rating
Paranoid:
Very High
Schizoid:
Moderate
Schizotypal:
Moderate
Antisocial:
High
Borderline:
Moderate
Histrionic:
High
Narcissistic:
High
Avoidant:
High
Dependent:
Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:
High
So according to it, please consider everything I say and do from on now T”T”. I’m not happy too, but you better do it for your own sake *kidding*
3. My love changed somehow. I no longer bind my beloved to me. My heart isn’t a cage. I set him free. After 7 years, even though it’s no requital, I have been holding onto this feeling. Longing turned into something, I just wondering if he felt the same. So I accepted my worst, I set even his illusion in me, free, the burden I am too, free. His place is up above that clear sky. Be happy will you? If this love of mine is true, I’d be much happier.
4. So in order to fill my heart better. As usually, I stop everything for awhile to find my new fandoms. My, bishies - my only cure - is really kool and kute and I want to eat them all *drools*. BL is great too, I’ve add many of them to my Interests list. Now I can spend all days to ramble about them. YAY! Hyper hyper! I found Hetalia Axis Powers and many bishies-chan filled my heart with happiness ~’A’~
And what makes my day is THIS in
chou_addicted -san's LJ. Isn't it great? The most important point is it's totally RIGHT! All the tests I've ever taken still have something not exactly and doubtful but this is ABSOLUTE X"D. Love my fandoms more and more.
My result are :
- Favorite chars :
Oh my no.1 Gillbert X”D! It’s like I am shaken by his sudden deadly charm. Roderich with his sexy mole and elegance really is my TYPE. Kiku-chan is the same. Ivan-tan my yandere love, I want to draw him with his “kolkolkol” and water-pipe badly. I’m a little sad that Su-chan is in #8. I really like him too X”D
- Favorite couples X"D. This is hilarious :
Prussia x Austria is really my love recently ~=3=~. The 1st time I feel amused ‘cos Roderich has got married to Hungary (but then divorced I believe) at the origin. And it seems Gillbo is trying his best to be a killjoy X”D. Not many people are interested in them, but the hell I care, just love the self-centered couples, like a self-centered fangirl will do X”D
About SuFin, USUK, SpaRo or GerIta they’re absolute and obvious so not much to talk about. Too bad it didn’t have Russia x Japan. I want to see what these two do to each other X”D. Fandoms are free will X”D
5. Muahahaha!! It’s so amusing I can’t stop laughing X”DDDDDDD!
My my my. Know what? My damned sister (not Hane) has found out what I got in my computer : BLLLLLLLLL! She called it gay’s sex and I’m really unhealthy, hentai, pervert X”D. Muahhhhhaaaaa! My stomach aches! Should I shout out at her and beat the hell out of her? Hell no~ Recalling. I had read yaoi when I was at 10 grades, the same as her right now. And she knows which to choose : Demian, Jun-ai and all of Kaili’s works (have to admit that they’re quite gorgeous, not really hard-core, but all’s candy for the eyes). Well, show her he way is more effective than let her find it alone. Fuahahahaha!!
It’s going to be long. I’m young, so no worries. X”D
Oops, time for rambling is over X”D
This is for today!!