"sometimes i wish we could be so much closer than this"
so i haven't updated in awhile, but school has been crazy. finals week is finally here and i must say that bio was a kick in the ass. ahh well, ill do better next time i guess. Saturday was Ronnie's party, and we all had a lot of fun renacting scenes from Laguna Beach. Alex was my Stephen and she wanted to take pictures of my eyes so she could stare into them when she went off to USC...UHHHH I MEAN...UCSF. HAHAHHA. man those were goodtimes. also, i revealed my wonderful word...VIJANGA. just saying brings a smile to a person's face. hahaha goodtimes revvin up the vijanga mobile. me, alex, haritha, amanda and jon played tag outside and had alot of funnnn <333. later on, drama followed, but whats Laguna Beach without the drama ;)? all im gonna say is, the events that occurred really made me sad...what the hell is going on with the friendships we've made over the past 4 years? last year we were all close, it was one of the greatest times of our high school lives. now... who knows. everyone goes off and does their own thing. the split has been growing for awhile, but its reached the breaking point. people are left out, people talk shit, and people...ugh i dunno. these are not the people ive grown to love. i wish things would go back to how they were, but theres no point in wishful thinking. ive come to realize who my true friends are, and im so SO blessed and so thankful to have them in my life <333. its gonna take time. i dont hate anyone, im just a;lskdjf;alk. i think we can really learn from this- only time will tell. *le sigh*. okay i dont wanna talk about it right now - kristin style. hahaha...i miss jose so much, i havent seen him in a long time and i havent spoken to him either...hahahaha oh my columbian lover. as if i would get with a 22 year old doctor. *dies*. hahaha :). so wow, *something something* u girls know what im talking about. hahahhahaa....uber odd. OMG im so happy that all my college stuff is finally falling in place. i should get everything out by the beginning of next week. woot. i cant wait till our breakkkkk and i realllly hope we go see ms.yahn! that would be tighttttt to see everyone again. ahhhh <33333.