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[hasacarebear]

[Jesse's room? Trashed. Cuurenly he's trying to deal with the fact the one girl he loved is dead. Dealing means kicking, breaking - screaming even. He loves her and the sight of her - it doesn't go away. So you can see Jesse St. James without the ego and the sarcasm. He suddenly looks younger - like a boy who had just seen the girl he loves dead.

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[fairymicrowaver]

Take it from me, this. Isn't going to help. [Dean looks like hell, but then it has just been that kind of week. He's tired. But all these kids keep crying and he'll short change himself to talk to them.]

She'll be back. [He adds as he leans against his kitchen counter and just gives the screen a look.]

And while that might not mean crap because it feels unnatural, she's going to need all of her friends, all of her family that's here to help her back up on her feet.

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[hasacarebear]

[ Sob Dean, he's usually the least emotional one but that can you do, that's his girlfriend out there ;; ]

It helps me to - [ unleash everything it is he has in him. Usually it's done by song. But unlike Quinn, he doesn't - can't - sing about it ]

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[fairymicrowaver]

[You're talking to a man who bashed a car hull to pieces and unleashes his rage in killing every evil thing he can find. And right now he understands, in a way.]

If it helps, I won't stop you but might want to do it against something else instead of where you might be living.

There's boards, building material too large to be moved yet. Something constructive so you don't feel empty when you're done.

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[hasacarebear]

I'll try for one of those.

Where is she? Right now?

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[fairymicrowaver]

Probably the clinic.

It isn't easy to handle, I know. Cas was killed here. [You have no idea the damn inside that isn't breaking yet.]

Then came back. We just have to keep moving. Where are you? I can tell you where there's a few buildings that need a bit of deconstruction to move their materials. I'll even show you how I do it.

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[hasacarebear]

And he lost a memory?

I'm on my way to the clinic to meet a - friend. [ Quinn Fabray became his friend. Such an odd life. ]

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[fairymicrowaver]

He didn't say and where I come from until you're ready to talk, we don't. Unless you have things wrong that could affect everyone else.

Do that first, I can meet you after. I have a few people who were affected to check on.

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[hasacarebear]

I will -

-- thanks.

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[fairymicrowaver]

Any time, I've been through this. More than once. It never gets easier but how we deal with it, can.