Apr 23, 2009 00:18
I never had a plan. I know that doesn’t right coming from me but it’s true. I had a goal, a hellva goal. I wanted to get the son of a bitch that killed my wife. I wanted to see his head on a pike and make him pay. As if there could ever be any kind of payment for the years I’ve had without Mary. As if there could be any revenge for what it’s done to Dean and Sam.
I know I wasn’t the greatest dad. I’ve heard Dean say that I did my best. Only sometimes I don’t know if I did. I did the best I could manage in that moment and it was a damn sight long way from alright. Sometimes I wonder how I’m ever gonna face Mary then I remember I don’t ever have to. Angels don’t go to hell and Winchesters do.
[verse] taxon