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Wow. I feel like right as i get out of my weird funk of a mood, and am actually waking up happy, everyone is depressed.
I'm still getting used to the people I surround myself with.
I know this sounds rediculous, but it's weird how now, no matter how hard i try to cheer my friends up, they just stay sad. Before all I had to do was give my friends some mind altering substance and they were extatic.
Don't get me wrong though, I wouldn't trade these people for the world. :)
I am determined to have fun.
Tomorrow I am not going to school.
Otech.
Nick.
Larisa.
Dance party all day.
You know friends are the only thing that I actually get excited about anymore really.
Maybe that's because I feel like my family has let me down so much lately.
Will someone please rescue me this weekend and take me on adventures and make sure I have fun?
I'm still getting used to the people I surround myself with.
I know this sounds rediculous, but it's weird how now, no matter how hard i try to cheer my friends up, they just stay sad. Before all I had to do was give my friends some mind altering substance and they were extatic.
Don't get me wrong though, I wouldn't trade these people for the world. :)
I am determined to have fun.
Tomorrow I am not going to school.
Otech.
Nick.
Larisa.
Dance party all day.
You know friends are the only thing that I actually get excited about anymore really.
Maybe that's because I feel like my family has let me down so much lately.
Will someone please rescue me this weekend and take me on adventures and make sure I have fun?