hey, everyone please read.

May 01, 2005 19:26

I was out in boca raton

first time by myself
an hourish drive, just out of bordem. on the way back home, there was a pretty bad accident. ambulance was there
someone was either hurt, or worse.

a guy named jordan died a few days ago...but I didn't know him. well, I was at his party. brandons party, I think it was his too. like a combined party.
it was where SA broke up.
a human bein is dead, not on vacation, or moved away. cause if that was the case...theres a slim chance in seeing him again, even for a second, still alive.
but not anymore, he's gone. and he was a cool kid for the very very short time I knew him. and probably always.

the thing is, the people who did know him, or maybe didn't, its a shame to waste the time we have here by not getting to know jordan, or bob, or john smith.

or to waste our time in anger. why have so much hate in your life, when theres so many reasons to be happy, and joyous....those reasons will ALWAYS out weigh the anger, hatred, and negativity this earth has.

we shouldn't spend our time on earth, pissed, and hating someone. because one day, you might regret it.
I regret not knowing him as well as some as you did.

I know how angry I can get, I know how many fights I can get into...but that will all change.
too many people dying recklessly
too many friends falling, when I will never have another chance to say goodbye. or see them again.

its just not worth it, fighting isn't worth it.
arguing, saying we hate each other, saying we don't want to speak to someone again.
over an argument, when we know it could easily be resolved in talking about it.

never leave a friend angry

cause you never know, when will be the next time you will ever see that person again.

a show, your high schools 10 year reunion, or in a body bag.

hate is just not worth it anymore.
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