Mar 29, 2007 02:52
it's not going to last.
i think i'm in what i'd like to call
"emotional purgatory"
could be better
could be worse
i'm...constipated
i need a life laxative
it's the queerest feeling
it's like being hungry
but everything you eat
seems wrong
too rich, too cold, too spicy
and though you've eaten a lot
you're still not
satisfied
you keep on eating
trying to find the mystery food
so you can
rest
but what happens when what you've been craving, is something you don't really want at all?
(why is it that in one sentence, your post can turn in to a shitty episode of sex in the city?)
my nose is cripsy.
and, yes. it's not going to last. not my "emotional purgatory"...
it's not going to last, because it never does. and it just reiterates the mistake you made so long ago.
not that it would have changed our situation. but, i'd like to think you wouldn't be as desperate.
something to ponder,
seasen marie.
p.s. two posts in -one day. WOWZER!