anything to stop clockwatching...
running out of time?? maybe.
everyone is on a whirlwind right now. stress levels are at their peak. i've had two cold sores in the past 2 1/2 weeks.
ew.
and ow.
and right back to ew.
i'm torn. i'm so exhausted i want to sleep for an entire year. but, what fun would that be?? i'm stronger than what i feel inside. i know i am. i've felt it before, and trudged right along through it. it still makes my stomach turn. it still makes my heart tear.
bruised- i am.
broken- i am not.
i should be used to this by now, right?
right.
there are better things for me.
i've stumbled acrossed enough good to know that.
you know- there was a time when you buried my pain.
now all you do is ressurect it.
whatever happened to good ole crucifixions?
hand me my nails,
seasen marie.
(p.s. i'm hoping this finds you. yes, you. don't make it awkward, and don't completely ignore. that only makes it worse. although, i know you'll do what you want to in the end. think about what is best. how about what is best for me... for once. okay? i hope you'll know what to do.)
everyone is on a whirlwind right now. stress levels are at their peak. i've had two cold sores in the past 2 1/2 weeks.
ew.
and ow.
and right back to ew.
i'm torn. i'm so exhausted i want to sleep for an entire year. but, what fun would that be?? i'm stronger than what i feel inside. i know i am. i've felt it before, and trudged right along through it. it still makes my stomach turn. it still makes my heart tear.
bruised- i am.
broken- i am not.
i should be used to this by now, right?
right.
there are better things for me.
i've stumbled acrossed enough good to know that.
you know- there was a time when you buried my pain.
now all you do is ressurect it.
whatever happened to good ole crucifixions?
hand me my nails,
seasen marie.
(p.s. i'm hoping this finds you. yes, you. don't make it awkward, and don't completely ignore. that only makes it worse. although, i know you'll do what you want to in the end. think about what is best. how about what is best for me... for once. okay? i hope you'll know what to do.)