Feb 07, 2005 00:12
I'm not very honest with myself,
and so i'm not very honest with other people.
I am going to change that though.
I would prefer to acknowledge my faults,
and hopefully change them.
than to deny them and live with them.
I think that many of my problems which are reoccurring
are reoccurring because I have not made changes where they are necessary.
Thank you for not just letting me deny it, I actually had to deal with it.
nervous nights
embody my fears.
and I had to work to show you
I didn't want to let go,
unless you told me to.
the irony of the morning after,
left you with proof that I was readable.
embarrassed as I was,
I didn't say a thing.