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I really like this city, and I haven't met one person here who I so much as dislike, even when I have felt a little negative towards some people they have redeemed themselves.
I would do more than I should for people I am unsure of, and I don't know if this is really healthy, I am nice I am a jerk, but I wont know which one I am until I find out how you are.
I may be a little bit of a home body on some days, for instance I haven't stepped out of my apartment once today but I don't mind it, I find it satisfying that I can find entertainment for myself here. I am actually motivated, I do a lot of things I didn't used to, I like the way the city looks, I can feel sad for a small time and get over it, I am slowly beggining to mend the wounds that certain past "relationships" left me with those things being insecurities, lack of self esteem, lonliness, a general inferiority complex, social anxieties and lack of communication skills.
It feels better to feel better.
I have goals for myself and interests, this was a good decision and the months of work I did to make it possible were absolutely worth it.
my haven:
I would do more than I should for people I am unsure of, and I don't know if this is really healthy, I am nice I am a jerk, but I wont know which one I am until I find out how you are.
I may be a little bit of a home body on some days, for instance I haven't stepped out of my apartment once today but I don't mind it, I find it satisfying that I can find entertainment for myself here. I am actually motivated, I do a lot of things I didn't used to, I like the way the city looks, I can feel sad for a small time and get over it, I am slowly beggining to mend the wounds that certain past "relationships" left me with those things being insecurities, lack of self esteem, lonliness, a general inferiority complex, social anxieties and lack of communication skills.
It feels better to feel better.
I have goals for myself and interests, this was a good decision and the months of work I did to make it possible were absolutely worth it.
my haven: