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Looking at my last two entries is kind of morbidly funny. Well, not morbidly, but something in that same vein.
Here I was worrying so much about missing out camping. Well, I didn't need to...there was no camping on friday, and I CHOSE not to camp on Saturday. Still went to Ginnie, and explored some awesome caves there in the Devil's system that I never knew existed. Lots and lots of rednecks, but a good time was had nonetheless.
Andy's party though...wow. That has made me radically review my life. Here this girl nearly throws herself at me, and I fuck it up. Well, I don't fuck it up, but I don't "bust a move", so to speak. We just end up cuddling on a cold and windy golf course. Will I ever get another chance like that, which I need so badly but is clearly not even quite enough? I know I won't after I graduate from college. Maybe even before. And that scares me DEEPLY.
Here I was worrying so much about missing out camping. Well, I didn't need to...there was no camping on friday, and I CHOSE not to camp on Saturday. Still went to Ginnie, and explored some awesome caves there in the Devil's system that I never knew existed. Lots and lots of rednecks, but a good time was had nonetheless.
Andy's party though...wow. That has made me radically review my life. Here this girl nearly throws herself at me, and I fuck it up. Well, I don't fuck it up, but I don't "bust a move", so to speak. We just end up cuddling on a cold and windy golf course. Will I ever get another chance like that, which I need so badly but is clearly not even quite enough? I know I won't after I graduate from college. Maybe even before. And that scares me DEEPLY.