life, love now all i need is some rock and roll
well i cant say this week hasn't been eventfull.
to start with work is.....*hang on phone* ........getting quite busy to the point where i have more work than hours in the day to get anything done because i'm doing part of my job, part of vickys and part of caz's. to top this off i've found out that our general manager is planning on asking for funding for an extra member of staff.....yay.....until you find out hes asking on the pretense of getting a replacement for caz who left over a month ago, but actually giving finace someone extra when they dont need anyone. Then i find out ian is going back to small works as vicky is fucking it up big style and the plan is to send her back down here to do carolines job which not only annoys me because i cant work with her, but it means shes got her own way again ( long story short everytime she does a job she hates she cocks it up cries then gets moved).
I then have family to deal with. my dad is constantly moaning about everything and had a go at me twice for not spending anytime downstairs. My poor mom is being worked to death ( full time job and having to run around for my dad)
However this all seems insignificant when i know the man i love is sitting in a deep depression. No matter what i do i can't cheer him up which upsets me sometimes. I wish i had the money to take him away somewhere for a few days to get away for a bit. Unfortunately the only thing i can do is be there when he needs me and hope i can do enough to help him.
to start with work is.....*hang on phone* ........getting quite busy to the point where i have more work than hours in the day to get anything done because i'm doing part of my job, part of vickys and part of caz's. to top this off i've found out that our general manager is planning on asking for funding for an extra member of staff.....yay.....until you find out hes asking on the pretense of getting a replacement for caz who left over a month ago, but actually giving finace someone extra when they dont need anyone. Then i find out ian is going back to small works as vicky is fucking it up big style and the plan is to send her back down here to do carolines job which not only annoys me because i cant work with her, but it means shes got her own way again ( long story short everytime she does a job she hates she cocks it up cries then gets moved).
I then have family to deal with. my dad is constantly moaning about everything and had a go at me twice for not spending anytime downstairs. My poor mom is being worked to death ( full time job and having to run around for my dad)
However this all seems insignificant when i know the man i love is sitting in a deep depression. No matter what i do i can't cheer him up which upsets me sometimes. I wish i had the money to take him away somewhere for a few days to get away for a bit. Unfortunately the only thing i can do is be there when he needs me and hope i can do enough to help him.