Why did I end up falling for you? - His thoughts.

Sep 03, 2009 15:02

Author: Haruna
Genre: Angst, Tragedy, Romance, Friendship
Pairing: TaNaka, KoKame (main), JunDa, AkaMe, JinRu (friendship/onesided)
Rating: R/NC-17 (On some chapters)
Summary: When You relized your friend is hiding somethinf from you, maybe you're too late...
Yuichi's mind flew far away when he listened to a certain song, and made himask himself why...

Disclaimer: I don't own them. Just the plot, if I own one of them you should call me Mrs. KoKameRuNishiJunDa!! XD

Why did I end up falling for you?

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isn't me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always should've been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

This song kept on thrilling in my mind. Everytime I think about you the same question comes up: Why did I fell in love with you? 
Sometimes I think I'm just wasting my time, chasing after you...
You, who's love belongs to someone else.
You, who's smiles fill my thoughts
You, who's sadness affects me badly.
You, who's kind heart stole my soul.

You, who's eyes are blind in front of me.

So why did I fell so deeply in love with you? 
Sometimes I think you're dragging me into the deepest sorrow, but this isn't your fault.
I just can't let go of the light bond we have.
If only I gave it up...

[A/N: This something short, I could help it... A little update. Yuichi's heart is so pure..  And here's the song which inspired this side chapter Why have I fallen in love with you? ]

tanaka, fan fic. multichapter, kokame, jinru, junda

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