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[harumisan]

so you know in the movies
when one of the characters says
oh my god
how can it get any worse?

well that happened to me
except i didnt say anything like that
i hate this
no longer do i feel like i can trust any of my friends
i already know i cant trust my parents
and i already know that there is no way in hell
that i can get through this without getting hurt in the process
so i guess ill just keep to myself
and not tell a soul anything anymore
and just wander around listlessly
just going with the flow
and not paying any attention to the things around me
maybe then i wont get hurt as much
or get sucked in by the emtions that threaten to overtake me