I cannot even begin to describe how much fucking damage you've caused, Alisha. I know I'm one of the guys who ended up not liking you and unfriending you. You know why I did that? Because I found your LP obsession to be disturbing. Your stories of how LP stalks you, how "Breaking The Habit" always comes on the radio when you attempt to cut again... that is all BULLSHIT. I saw through you immediately after Julia let us talk, but I tried to be nice... I figured you were just a lonely soul desperately needing someone to talk to, so I tried to be there. But fuck... after two or three days I couldn't handle it anymore; everything was about YOU and YOUR problems. How your Mom is SUCH A BITCH because she asked you to take your Grandmother to therapy when you were supposed to go to your PR04 show, and got mad because you couldn't. Your lies of how seeing slit wrists on screens behind LP while they preformed (which is bullshit because they never did that...). You don't have a job, you don't have any real friends, judging by your photos of yourself you don't take care of yourself either... I think I've made my point clear on you.
But what you will never understand, Alisha, is that you had quite a few "real" friends who actually gave a damn about you; who cried in sympathy for you whenever you were having a "rough time". You were lying all along, but so many genuine, kind people took your word as truth and really cared. And now, because you couldn't handle some people not liking you and seeing you for who you really are, you pulled all this bullshit and pushed EVERYONE away. Julia was one of the many people who cared about you and believed all your lies, and even after I saw who you really were, Julia wouldn't turn her back on you no matter WHAT I said. She was so dedicated to you... she BELIEVED you... and you just sat there, soaking up all the sympathy she gave you. You didn't fucking care about her at all, you only wanted to whine about your fake problems and how much your life sucks... never once did you let her vent about her real problems. She trusted you, she cared about you... and now that is all gone and you've hurt her. You've REALLY hurt her.
And so, Alisha, I hope you are sincerely happy with the pain you've caused. And I hope you that you seek help... please, go to a doctor. This isn't normal, this isn't acceptable. You need help.
But what you will never understand, Alisha, is that you had quite a few "real" friends who actually gave a damn about you; who cried in sympathy for you whenever you were having a "rough time". You were lying all along, but so many genuine, kind people took your word as truth and really cared. And now, because you couldn't handle some people not liking you and seeing you for who you really are, you pulled all this bullshit and pushed EVERYONE away. Julia was one of the many people who cared about you and believed all your lies, and even after I saw who you really were, Julia wouldn't turn her back on you no matter WHAT I said. She was so dedicated to you... she BELIEVED you... and you just sat there, soaking up all the sympathy she gave you. You didn't fucking care about her at all, you only wanted to whine about your fake problems and how much your life sucks... never once did you let her vent about her real problems. She trusted you, she cared about you... and now that is all gone and you've hurt her. You've REALLY hurt her.
And so, Alisha, I hope you are sincerely happy with the pain you've caused. And I hope you that you seek help... please, go to a doctor. This isn't normal, this isn't acceptable. You need help.
-Evan
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