::bursts into tears::

Aug 09, 2004 15:39

what the fuck else today, hmm? what the fuck else?

here's an explanation of the previous entry, as best as i can muster.

yesterday, naughty_tangled made an extremely filtered entry, which i was lucky enough to see.
fast forward to today.
i'm sitting here, farting around on the internet, when naughty_tangled's roommate IMs me. VERY strange, but not unwelcome.
She links me to her own journal, which is headed with a "why-did-you-make-a-nasty-anon-comment-in-my-journal-you-motherfucker?" entry. She then explains that someone who could see the entry naughty_tangled made had made a scathing anon comment in HER journal, saying stuff she wasn't supposed to see (i gathered).
so THEN she tells me that only like 5 people can see the entry, and she logs IPs. I am the only one with the ISP that matched the anon comment, and that the IP addresses were close.

i was stunned. i didnt know what to say. i knew i didn't do it, but noone else did. HOW could i do that to her, after what she did for me? i couldn't. EVER. even if she HADN'T done me the biggest favor ever, i STILL couldn't have done that. i don't do that. i don't.
But there was no way to prove it wasn't me.
She'd hate me.
another friend, gone.

i apologized to her roommate a zillion times, because i didn't know what else to do. I didn't do it. i shouldn't really apologize for soemthing i didn't do.

Then, i realized.
Carey.
her and naughty_tangled had fought in my LJ before. A few times. They didn't get along. and Carey would do something like that.

i showed her roommate Carey's IP and it was a match.
hence my anger. and the FO.
and i had to change my passwords.

i'm so sorry, Jeana. i hope we're still ok.

i'm so upset, i just don't even know what i'm saying.

so THEN i left to go get my pictures.
yeah.
the delivery company forgot them today.
So, they'll be delivered tomorrow.
::Sigh::

this has only added to my exhaustion.

thank you to those who expressed concern.
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