Wind
Lots of things have happened this weekend. A lot of firsts. Went to my first band concert, a German band called Rammstein - to which took over 10 hours plus of driving. It was incredibly hot, in the hundreds, but it was my first road trip since the Vegas trip I went on with my friends. There were a lot of pyrotechnics and it was amazing, just wish I had been feeling better for it. Also went to a party during the weekend which was sort of fun but tiring. Realized how much I would love a puppy. My boyfriend was the one that got me the ticket, though I didn't know this until later because I thought his friend had given it to him when in actuality they sold it to him full price- which was pretty lame considering how last minute it was. By chance however, that very seat was right next to where the band entered. It was pretty amazing. Anyways spent more time with my boyfriend's family, to my big astonishment discovered they have no self control when it comes to people buying food, bought 16 dollars worth of ice-cream and popsicles to share-and only got like 4 popsicles and a couple bites of ice-cream (out of a large plastic gallon container). I was so mad at how selfish they were, not even leaving any for the people who bought it- and not having any self restraint whatsoever. One thing I really didn't like was how my bf's kid brother kept hitting me and was being a brat intentionally- ie. I bought soda and he intentionally dumped it in the sink right in front of me to be mean etc.. But all in all it was an alright trip. But I'm tired of my dad being so cheap and me being so poor, him and only giving me 10 dollars. He could of at least given me 20 considering I was gone for 4 days and haven't used the car. One more day and we've been together two months. I'm still unsure of everything, I don't know why. Different things have been bothering me, or should I say I'm still very nervous about this relationship. I'm trying to hang in there though because I know he genuinely cares about me. Still, even still, I get pretty scared from time to time.