it has been a long time, no?
Prologue
Hey,
It's been a while now.
I hope you're doing well up there.
You know what day is tomorrow? It's your birthday.
Happy upcoming birthday, my dear love.
I've planned to bake you raspberry cookies, your favorite. Hope you'll love them like you always do. I remember laughing so hard the first time I bake you those since you kept saying 'Umai~'. You even cried in happiness, saying that it's the best cookies you've ever taste.
I'll definitely remember your cute face, chewing on my cookies while giving me your best dorky smile.
You would be 23 tomorrow. I mean, you "should" be 23 tomorrow. If it's not because of the terrible incident..
Even though a year had passed, I felt like it just happened yesterday.
Your cactus is still there by the bedroom's window.
The mug that you used to pour your coffee is neatly placed on the dining table.
Even our closet, it still has the smell of you.
Hey,
While cleaning the bedroom a few days ago, I found several tapes inside your drawer. They turned out to be the collection of videos about us.
Your past birthdays.
My past birthdays.
New Year parties.
Christmas.
You and your silly expressions kept appearing now and then inside the videos.
Damn it. You made me cry alone once again.
You're such a liar, you know that?
Making all those sweet promises that you'll love me forever. And then leave me like this.
But even if you're the worst person in this entire world, I still miss your voice.
Your laughter. Your jokes. Your gentle touches.
To be honest, I miss everything about you.
Hey,
Are you still allowed to make birthday wishes?
If yes, could you please do me a little favor?
If they asked you what you want for your birthday today, please say that you want to celebrate it with me.
I don't care if they only give you 1 minute, even 1 second.
Just get back here as fast as you could cause right now, I miss you so damn much..
Ohkura..
Your lover,
Ueda Tatsuya
***
p/s: yeah i knoe..i killed tacchon..sorry tacchon's fans!! I love him too~~ *bows deeply*
Hey,
It's been a while now.
I hope you're doing well up there.
You know what day is tomorrow? It's your birthday.
Happy upcoming birthday, my dear love.
I've planned to bake you raspberry cookies, your favorite. Hope you'll love them like you always do. I remember laughing so hard the first time I bake you those since you kept saying 'Umai~'. You even cried in happiness, saying that it's the best cookies you've ever taste.
I'll definitely remember your cute face, chewing on my cookies while giving me your best dorky smile.
You would be 23 tomorrow. I mean, you "should" be 23 tomorrow. If it's not because of the terrible incident..
Even though a year had passed, I felt like it just happened yesterday.
Your cactus is still there by the bedroom's window.
The mug that you used to pour your coffee is neatly placed on the dining table.
Even our closet, it still has the smell of you.
Hey,
While cleaning the bedroom a few days ago, I found several tapes inside your drawer. They turned out to be the collection of videos about us.
Your past birthdays.
My past birthdays.
New Year parties.
Christmas.
You and your silly expressions kept appearing now and then inside the videos.
Damn it. You made me cry alone once again.
You're such a liar, you know that?
Making all those sweet promises that you'll love me forever. And then leave me like this.
But even if you're the worst person in this entire world, I still miss your voice.
Your laughter. Your jokes. Your gentle touches.
To be honest, I miss everything about you.
Hey,
Are you still allowed to make birthday wishes?
If yes, could you please do me a little favor?
If they asked you what you want for your birthday today, please say that you want to celebrate it with me.
I don't care if they only give you 1 minute, even 1 second.
Just get back here as fast as you could cause right now, I miss you so damn much..
Ohkura..
Your lover,
Ueda Tatsuya
***
p/s: yeah i knoe..i killed tacchon..sorry tacchon's fans!! I love him too~~ *bows deeply*