Lavender Chappy 6 + ramblings
This week had been a torture for me ;______;
1st week of new semester and I already have so many works to do~! and less fangirling ohnoes DDDDDDDx
Anyway did u guyz hear the news bout Ryo's new drama??
HOGAWD YESH WORLD~!!! MOAR RYO ON TV!!! \:D/ but I kinda pity him..2 groups to handle and new drama..*tsk*
Part 6
"Please... dad... I beg you..." It was 3 o'clock in the morning and he was on the floor, kneeling in front of his father. "If you could save him, I'll be whatever you want me to be. I'll study hard; I won't fight with anyone anymore! Just, save him. Please..."
By that time, his sight was already blurred by the tears that kept pouring down. It had been a long time since he cried like this in front of his dad. But he didn't really care about that. All that he wanted at that point was the assurance from the best doctor in town. He needed to save his Tatsuya from the cruel disease.
Ryo suddenly felt the old man's cold hand touching the top of his head. He looked up.
"Go see him." Nishikido Mori smiled at his only child. "Son, that boy is in the last stage of cancer. Even the finest doctor couldn't fix him now." Hearing those words crushed Ryo's heart into thousand pieces. He shook off his head several times, protesting what he just heard. "Make him happy before it's too late..." were the last words his father spoke before he walked away, leaving Ryo grieving alone in the dark.
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Tatsuya slowly opened his eyes. He gave a blank stare at the ceiling for quite a long time before he sighed. After 20 minutes, he finally went downstairs.
It was the day after he told Ryo about his disease and Tatsuya was not feeling very well. He had painful headache and puffy eyes from the crying last night and-
"Good morning~!" Tatsuya rubbed his eyes. He couldn't believe the view in front of him.
Nishikido Ryo in a blue apron, tossing waffles in his very own kitchen.
"R-Ryo? What the heck are you doing in my-"
"Ah… Tatsuya! This young man insisted on making breakfast. So I let him in." His father smiled while placing a pile of pancakes onto the table.
The old man coughed a bit before excusing himself to go buy toilet paper. Tatsuya knew it was only his father's plan to let him and Ryo to be alone.
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Ryo was busy munching on the waffle when he noticed Tatsuya was staring at him.
"…What?"
"I thought I've made things clear to you last night."
Ryo blinked.
"What part of 'I'm dying' don't you understand, Ryo? For God's sake just leave me alone!" Tatsuya wanted to get up from his seat when Ryo suddenly held his hand, tight.
"...And let you die alone too?"
The brunette could only look back at the other. He didn't know how to answer to the question.
"You don't have to fight this disease all by yourself. We'll face it together." The other's protective, warm eyes calmed Tatsuya down. He sat down in front of Ryo.
"Y-You don't understand... I'm not going to look like this in the next several months. I'll grow weaker by seconds. My hair will be gone, and my face, it'll be ruined and-"
Tatsuya felt Ryo's finger on his lips, telling him to be silent.
"You're still the most beautiful person I've ever seen. Now and then." Ryo brushed Tatsuya's hair, hoping that it will brush away his anxiety too.
Tatsuya couldn't take it anymore. He had been torturing himself all this while, thinking that he will survive without Ryo's love. But he just couldn't do it. He was too weak to resist the man in front of him. Soon, Tatsuya found himself inside Ryo's embrace, crying.
"Why didn't we meet earlier, Ryo? If only..."
"Because God wants me to take care of you..." Ryo kissed Tatsuya's forehead and the two lovers hugged each other tighter and tighter.
*********
"Let me see that ridiculous book of yours." Ryo said to Tatsuya while they were cuddling inside Tatsuya's room.
"You mean my wish-list? Why?"
"We should slash several things on that book. Like… em... eat lots of cotton candy until I get a stomachache… and spent the whole day playing Mario..." Ryo stopped for a while to laugh at Tatsuya's weird wishes and he received a smack from his boyfriend.
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Slashing the list for you
11. Watch the sunrise
Jin somehow managed to convince his father to let Ryo and Tatsuya stay overnight in their family's resort for free. The two of them spent the whole night talking and laughing beside the fireplace, until they fell asleep.
"Ryo!" Tatsuya's screaming voice woke him up.
"...Um…what?"
"We missed the sunrise! It's already 7 AM.." Seeing Tatsuya's pouting face made Ryo laugh at the other.
"I already watched my sun rise this morning..."
"I don't get it…" Tatsuya was still pouting when Ryo pinched his cheek.
"You are my sun. My beautiful sun." Ryo beamed.
37. Maru's dog had 5 puppies 2 weeks ago and he was more than happy to give one of them to Ryo. Ryo tied a red ribbon on its neck and put it inside a basket before placed it carefully at Tatsuya's front door with a message that said,
"Slash number 37. Adopt a pet dog
Love, Ryo =)"
45. Meet Gackt
Luckily, Ryo made up with Yamapi, whose father was an artist manager. They got 2 passes to go see the singer backstage and Tatsuya was so excited that he was finally able to see his idol and actually talk to him. After a brief conversation, Gackt gave Tatsuya a necklace and even when Ryo thought the gift was ugly (the truth is he was a little bit jealous seeing Tatsuya's eyes glimmer every time he talked to Gackt) he still smiled at the sight of Tatsuya's happy face.
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"Ryo, are we there yet?" Blindfolded Tatsuya asked his lover while slowly walking forward with the other's help. "Where are we going, anyway?"
"Shh… we're almost there..." Right when the couple reached the place, Ryo unfolded Tatsuya. He gaped in astonishment and still couldn't believe at the sight in front of his eyes.
"Isn't that…? Oh my God..."
"You're lucky. They came from Australia for a one week show."
"But Ryo, how did you-"
"We broke several security alarms and hit the zoo guards." Ryo said almost innocently while looking at his friends. Some of them gave him thumbs up signs before they left.
"Aren't they cute?" Tatsuya beamed, eyes still fixed to the view of the pink dolphins swimming around the wide pool. The bright moonlight polished the calm water, making it looked like thousands of shining diamonds.
"Un." Ryo said while looking at the playful dolphins.
Not long after that, they found themselves inside the pool, playing with the beautiful pink creatures.
"Ryo-chan~ Come here!" Tatsuya called to one of the dolphins.
"Wait. You name the dolphin Ryo-chan??" Ryo shrieked with his eyes widened and Tatsuya just laughed at angry Ryo.
"Hey."
"What?" Ryo answered, still annoyed at Tatsuya's little joke.
"Thank you..."
When Tatsuya said those words to him while flashing his innocent smile towards Ryo he looked exactly like an angel.
Helplessly, Ryo kissed his fragile, little angel while hoping that he could pause the time and live in that moment forever.
67. Play with pink dolphins
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"I want to eat takoyaki~!" He announced.
"But-But… Today supposed to be sushi day… we should-"
"Please…" Tatsuya pouted cutely, leaving the other with no other choice but to buy takoyaki for their lunch.
"You're such a baby..." Ryo said that while handing Tatsuya a plastic plate full of octopus balls. Soon, there were only a couple of them left. Shaking his head, Ryo wiped away sauce stains at the corner of Tatsuya's mouth.
"This is so delicious!"
It all happened too fast. One moment his Tatsuya was happily smiling with takoyaki full inside his mouth.
After just one blink, Ryo saw thick, red liquid all over his white shirt. Tatsuya kept vomiting blood before he passed out. And Ryo couldn't do much but to just whisper to Tatsuya to stay strong while screaming for help…
*************
1st week of new semester and I already have so many works to do~! and less fangirling ohnoes DDDDDDDx
Anyway did u guyz hear the news bout Ryo's new drama??
HOGAWD YESH WORLD~!!! MOAR RYO ON TV!!! \:D/ but I kinda pity him..2 groups to handle and new drama..*tsk*
Part 6
"Please... dad... I beg you..." It was 3 o'clock in the morning and he was on the floor, kneeling in front of his father. "If you could save him, I'll be whatever you want me to be. I'll study hard; I won't fight with anyone anymore! Just, save him. Please..."
By that time, his sight was already blurred by the tears that kept pouring down. It had been a long time since he cried like this in front of his dad. But he didn't really care about that. All that he wanted at that point was the assurance from the best doctor in town. He needed to save his Tatsuya from the cruel disease.
Ryo suddenly felt the old man's cold hand touching the top of his head. He looked up.
"Go see him." Nishikido Mori smiled at his only child. "Son, that boy is in the last stage of cancer. Even the finest doctor couldn't fix him now." Hearing those words crushed Ryo's heart into thousand pieces. He shook off his head several times, protesting what he just heard. "Make him happy before it's too late..." were the last words his father spoke before he walked away, leaving Ryo grieving alone in the dark.
**********
Tatsuya slowly opened his eyes. He gave a blank stare at the ceiling for quite a long time before he sighed. After 20 minutes, he finally went downstairs.
It was the day after he told Ryo about his disease and Tatsuya was not feeling very well. He had painful headache and puffy eyes from the crying last night and-
"Good morning~!" Tatsuya rubbed his eyes. He couldn't believe the view in front of him.
Nishikido Ryo in a blue apron, tossing waffles in his very own kitchen.
"R-Ryo? What the heck are you doing in my-"
"Ah… Tatsuya! This young man insisted on making breakfast. So I let him in." His father smiled while placing a pile of pancakes onto the table.
The old man coughed a bit before excusing himself to go buy toilet paper. Tatsuya knew it was only his father's plan to let him and Ryo to be alone.
********
Ryo was busy munching on the waffle when he noticed Tatsuya was staring at him.
"…What?"
"I thought I've made things clear to you last night."
Ryo blinked.
"What part of 'I'm dying' don't you understand, Ryo? For God's sake just leave me alone!" Tatsuya wanted to get up from his seat when Ryo suddenly held his hand, tight.
"...And let you die alone too?"
The brunette could only look back at the other. He didn't know how to answer to the question.
"You don't have to fight this disease all by yourself. We'll face it together." The other's protective, warm eyes calmed Tatsuya down. He sat down in front of Ryo.
"Y-You don't understand... I'm not going to look like this in the next several months. I'll grow weaker by seconds. My hair will be gone, and my face, it'll be ruined and-"
Tatsuya felt Ryo's finger on his lips, telling him to be silent.
"You're still the most beautiful person I've ever seen. Now and then." Ryo brushed Tatsuya's hair, hoping that it will brush away his anxiety too.
Tatsuya couldn't take it anymore. He had been torturing himself all this while, thinking that he will survive without Ryo's love. But he just couldn't do it. He was too weak to resist the man in front of him. Soon, Tatsuya found himself inside Ryo's embrace, crying.
"Why didn't we meet earlier, Ryo? If only..."
"Because God wants me to take care of you..." Ryo kissed Tatsuya's forehead and the two lovers hugged each other tighter and tighter.
*********
"Let me see that ridiculous book of yours." Ryo said to Tatsuya while they were cuddling inside Tatsuya's room.
"You mean my wish-list? Why?"
"We should slash several things on that book. Like… em... eat lots of cotton candy until I get a stomachache… and spent the whole day playing Mario..." Ryo stopped for a while to laugh at Tatsuya's weird wishes and he received a smack from his boyfriend.
**********
Slashing the list for you
11. Watch the sunrise
Jin somehow managed to convince his father to let Ryo and Tatsuya stay overnight in their family's resort for free. The two of them spent the whole night talking and laughing beside the fireplace, until they fell asleep.
"Ryo!" Tatsuya's screaming voice woke him up.
"...Um…what?"
"We missed the sunrise! It's already 7 AM.." Seeing Tatsuya's pouting face made Ryo laugh at the other.
"I already watched my sun rise this morning..."
"I don't get it…" Tatsuya was still pouting when Ryo pinched his cheek.
"You are my sun. My beautiful sun." Ryo beamed.
37. Maru's dog had 5 puppies 2 weeks ago and he was more than happy to give one of them to Ryo. Ryo tied a red ribbon on its neck and put it inside a basket before placed it carefully at Tatsuya's front door with a message that said,
"Slash number 37. Adopt a pet dog
Love, Ryo =)"
45. Meet Gackt
Luckily, Ryo made up with Yamapi, whose father was an artist manager. They got 2 passes to go see the singer backstage and Tatsuya was so excited that he was finally able to see his idol and actually talk to him. After a brief conversation, Gackt gave Tatsuya a necklace and even when Ryo thought the gift was ugly (the truth is he was a little bit jealous seeing Tatsuya's eyes glimmer every time he talked to Gackt) he still smiled at the sight of Tatsuya's happy face.
*********
"Ryo, are we there yet?" Blindfolded Tatsuya asked his lover while slowly walking forward with the other's help. "Where are we going, anyway?"
"Shh… we're almost there..." Right when the couple reached the place, Ryo unfolded Tatsuya. He gaped in astonishment and still couldn't believe at the sight in front of his eyes.
"Isn't that…? Oh my God..."
"You're lucky. They came from Australia for a one week show."
"But Ryo, how did you-"
"We broke several security alarms and hit the zoo guards." Ryo said almost innocently while looking at his friends. Some of them gave him thumbs up signs before they left.
"Aren't they cute?" Tatsuya beamed, eyes still fixed to the view of the pink dolphins swimming around the wide pool. The bright moonlight polished the calm water, making it looked like thousands of shining diamonds.
"Un." Ryo said while looking at the playful dolphins.
Not long after that, they found themselves inside the pool, playing with the beautiful pink creatures.
"Ryo-chan~ Come here!" Tatsuya called to one of the dolphins.
"Wait. You name the dolphin Ryo-chan??" Ryo shrieked with his eyes widened and Tatsuya just laughed at angry Ryo.
"Hey."
"What?" Ryo answered, still annoyed at Tatsuya's little joke.
"Thank you..."
When Tatsuya said those words to him while flashing his innocent smile towards Ryo he looked exactly like an angel.
Helplessly, Ryo kissed his fragile, little angel while hoping that he could pause the time and live in that moment forever.
67. Play with pink dolphins
*********
"I want to eat takoyaki~!" He announced.
"But-But… Today supposed to be sushi day… we should-"
"Please…" Tatsuya pouted cutely, leaving the other with no other choice but to buy takoyaki for their lunch.
"You're such a baby..." Ryo said that while handing Tatsuya a plastic plate full of octopus balls. Soon, there were only a couple of them left. Shaking his head, Ryo wiped away sauce stains at the corner of Tatsuya's mouth.
"This is so delicious!"
It all happened too fast. One moment his Tatsuya was happily smiling with takoyaki full inside his mouth.
After just one blink, Ryo saw thick, red liquid all over his white shirt. Tatsuya kept vomiting blood before he passed out. And Ryo couldn't do much but to just whisper to Tatsuya to stay strong while screaming for help…
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