My job
I'm at work now...it's lunch time so i have time to spare
I have been working at THIS PLACE for a year now....
i am more familiar with the people and the place than i was back then...
but somehow..i still can't seem to fit in....
sometimes, i tried to hang out with some colleagues
to try and be friends perhaps *like most of them are...and they even hang out together during their day off*
but that makes me feel even worst cos i realised that they are so different from me.
(ok let's not include my shitty cousin in this cos she's way different from me and i'd rather be as far away as possible from her)
It's funny that eventhough i didn't really like my old job....at least it did make me feel like i at least was a part of it and even until now, i still keep in contact with some of my colleagues there....
I also seem to realise that if it wasn't for the fact that i wanna go to japan end of this year, i might have decided to really quit this job....maybe it's best that i don't get attach to anyone here but it can still get lonely somehow.... cos i spend most of my time at work and it might be a lot easier if i have at least someone to talk to... there was someone but she quit a couple of months ago..so i'm back to being alone again *well except for my cousin who couldn't seem to leave me the hell alone...what a PEST!!*
I really hope this year ends quickly cos i really feel like i need a new job....
i'm waiting for my japan trip and then my bonus ..and then sayounara (i hope)....
sorry for this rant....just felt like writing :)
Jya...