Writing and random stuff
Yup...it's my "once in a few months" updating time....hahaha
I just feel like writing what i'm feeling right now.
I've always wanted to write....a story, drabble...whatever...i just wanted to write...
but everytime i start i can never finish what i write....cos i never ever feel confident about my writing.
Firstly cos English is my second language and so my vocab is very limited and i don't feel that i'm
ever creative enough and i always feel that it's not interesting enough to share with anyone...
So i guess mainly it's because of my low self-esteem...but i guess that's just who i am...i'm just not confident enough...It sucks cos i really do have this urge to write sometimes...like right now...i really feel like writing a story....but i will end up not writing instead cos i'll think "oh well, what's the point...i'm not going to finish it anyway".It always makes me feel down when i think about it...haizzzzzzz
Ok...another things is about Naruto manga *not doujinshi but real manga* that comes out almost every week...So i've been following the manga for a few years now....and i know it's long...the last chapter that came out was ch 424...and i know a few people who gave up reading Naruto cos it is too long hahaa....but i just can't bring myself to quit reading it cos some of the characters mean a lot to me and i want to know how it will end so i'm hanging in there...a loyal Naruto fan...However, there are some sad moments for me and i'm worried what will happen to some of the characters...
For example...what happened to Jiraiya sama*ero-sennin*....he's one of my fav character and he ended up dead...i mean i was so sad when it happened..he was one of the characters who would liven up the Naruto atmosphere...that's why it saddens me so much when he died...and now one of the worst thing that could happen is happening again.while it is not confirmed....another one of my fav character might be killed off....my Kakashi sensei....If he really dies...i'll be heartbroken...i know this might seem stupid to some people who is actually reading this entry but honestly, it would really break my heart if he dies....He's been one of the most important characters in Naruto. I really hope that he'll be ok .....Of cos the worst thing that could happen is if they kill off Naruto...i would just stop reading...just like that....
Ok so i feel that not many good things are coming my way at the moment...
However, a few things i'm happy about is the end of NT HK Arc...i was really, really happy with the ending.
I was just so happy that Asami and Aki are together again...an UNFORGETTABLE REUNION...Yamane Sensei really did a wonderful job with the story...Of cos i look forward for more stories on my fav couple in the future XD
Another thing is NEWS 5th Anniversary....It's their 5th year together...i'm so happy for them....
I hope they will have many more years together. They've gone through a lot in just 5 years...
They've gotten closer, stronger and better than anyone thought that they would... i really hope
they'll stay together as long as their senpai SMAP....cos i will be there supporting them all the way....
I think that's about all i can write for today....maybe i'll update again soon...you never know haha
I just feel like writing what i'm feeling right now.
I've always wanted to write....a story, drabble...whatever...i just wanted to write...
but everytime i start i can never finish what i write....cos i never ever feel confident about my writing.
Firstly cos English is my second language and so my vocab is very limited and i don't feel that i'm
ever creative enough and i always feel that it's not interesting enough to share with anyone...
So i guess mainly it's because of my low self-esteem...but i guess that's just who i am...i'm just not confident enough...It sucks cos i really do have this urge to write sometimes...like right now...i really feel like writing a story....but i will end up not writing instead cos i'll think "oh well, what's the point...i'm not going to finish it anyway".It always makes me feel down when i think about it...haizzzzzzz
Ok...another things is about Naruto manga *not doujinshi but real manga* that comes out almost every week...So i've been following the manga for a few years now....and i know it's long...the last chapter that came out was ch 424...and i know a few people who gave up reading Naruto cos it is too long hahaa....but i just can't bring myself to quit reading it cos some of the characters mean a lot to me and i want to know how it will end so i'm hanging in there...a loyal Naruto fan...However, there are some sad moments for me and i'm worried what will happen to some of the characters...
For example...what happened to Jiraiya sama*ero-sennin*....he's one of my fav character and he ended up dead...i mean i was so sad when it happened..he was one of the characters who would liven up the Naruto atmosphere...that's why it saddens me so much when he died...and now one of the worst thing that could happen is happening again.while it is not confirmed....another one of my fav character might be killed off....my Kakashi sensei....If he really dies...i'll be heartbroken...i know this might seem stupid to some people who is actually reading this entry but honestly, it would really break my heart if he dies....He's been one of the most important characters in Naruto. I really hope that he'll be ok .....Of cos the worst thing that could happen is if they kill off Naruto...i would just stop reading...just like that....
Ok so i feel that not many good things are coming my way at the moment...
However, a few things i'm happy about is the end of NT HK Arc...i was really, really happy with the ending.
I was just so happy that Asami and Aki are together again...an UNFORGETTABLE REUNION...Yamane Sensei really did a wonderful job with the story...Of cos i look forward for more stories on my fav couple in the future XD
Another thing is NEWS 5th Anniversary....It's their 5th year together...i'm so happy for them....
I hope they will have many more years together. They've gone through a lot in just 5 years...
They've gotten closer, stronger and better than anyone thought that they would... i really hope
they'll stay together as long as their senpai SMAP....cos i will be there supporting them all the way....
I think that's about all i can write for today....maybe i'll update again soon...you never know haha