Ugh
[mood| 
depressed]
[music| Koda Kumi - Koi no Tsubomi]
Just feeling so incredibly cranky at the moment. And things have been going so well recently. I hate this weather. It's been raining the whole day. I don't really mind rain, but it's also really cold as well.
I hate trying to seem happy when i'm really not. But for appearance sake sometimes you just have to do it. I guess it's part of being grown up: Hiding your true feelings. You have to be a good sport and put on a happy face to everyone. It's just so tiring. I really don't have the patience nor strength to do this, at least not for long. I'm just sooooo tired and fed up. Sometimes i just can't take it anymore and just run. But most of the time, i just have to stay there and keep a smile plastered on my face for everyone's sake, oh yeah, and try to make conversation so ppl won't feel awkward. I suck at small talk. Strangers think i'm boring! I need to find more ppl i'm comfortable being silent with!
depressed]
[music| Koda Kumi - Koi no Tsubomi]
Just feeling so incredibly cranky at the moment. And things have been going so well recently. I hate this weather. It's been raining the whole day. I don't really mind rain, but it's also really cold as well.
I hate trying to seem happy when i'm really not. But for appearance sake sometimes you just have to do it. I guess it's part of being grown up: Hiding your true feelings. You have to be a good sport and put on a happy face to everyone. It's just so tiring. I really don't have the patience nor strength to do this, at least not for long. I'm just sooooo tired and fed up. Sometimes i just can't take it anymore and just run. But most of the time, i just have to stay there and keep a smile plastered on my face for everyone's sake, oh yeah, and try to make conversation so ppl won't feel awkward. I suck at small talk. Strangers think i'm boring! I need to find more ppl i'm comfortable being silent with!