Lost and found: Chapter ten
Title: Lost and found
Author:haru_haru_21
Genre: Shouta con(?), Smutt, Romace, Angst (a bit), fluff,
Disclaimer: Big Bang belongs to YG Entertainment
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (will be notified)
Summary: When someone looses something, they find something. When someone finds something, they lose something. That’s just how life works, right? ;
A/N: *bows down* I am sorry for not updating any of my ongoing series, to be honest, my friend says I lost my "mojo" to write anything good lately, so I apologize if this wasn't satisfying. All I can say that these days, I am so into angst, so the club scene happening next chapter might not be the thing you are expecting, so please, don't be upset. This chapter took me nearly two weeks to write. I typed and re-typed this a billon times, so I don't know. On another note, I have started another series collaborating with rin_no_himitsu, so if you haven't read it yet, check it out and let me know what you think! It's called Red, and I think it's my last post ^^; This one is a bit complex and some genres I haven't attempted on yet.
One more thing, in my future fics, expect a lot of sci-fi, pyschological and angsty stuff. I am in LOVE with those catogories XD
Chapter ten
After a good hour of searching for the right outfit, Ji Yong decided on a light green shirt and dark washed pants with some sandals for Seung Hyun to wear at the beach. He quickly handed them to the other to try out as he pushed him to the change rooms. Seung Hyun was a difficult person when it came to clothing. He is very old fashioned and liked to wear professional suits if not
As the man finally came out, Ji Yong let out a light gasp. The green shirt fit perfectly against his strong figure carving out his body well. His legs looked long and lean with the dark pants as it slightly flowed out in the bottom. The image was refreshing and not as uptight as Seung Hyun always looked.
“Well?” the older asked, his hands rubbing the back of his neck nervously. Ji Yong breathed out a laugh; this man was really just a cute old baby.
“It’s perfect” he mused before dashing to the cash register to pay for the items. Seung Hyun brought out his money bag and handed the young lady at the stand his credit card. She blushed before receiving the plastic object as her hands brushed slightly against Seung Hyun’s fingers.
“The clothes look great on you, sir” she added, offering a shy smile. Ji Yong couldn’t help but feel an unwanted vive coming from the pit of his stomach. It was foreign and something that he hadn’t experienced so often.
“Yah, okay! Hyunnie, we have to go to the beach before it gets dark” he shouted, grabbing the older’s arm and pulling him towards the exit. The unsettling feeling lingered as his eyebrows creased together.
“Can you stop calling me that?” Seung Hyun asked, pulling away from Ji Yong’s grasp. “It’s strange...” he added, his bottom lip sticky out slightly. The younger shrugged off the bother and laughed,
“Nope!” he stated before running towards the water. The waves rolled gently against the smooth sandy floor as it turned into a beautiful shade of red. Ji Yong smile as he looked at the breath taking sunset. He let out a sigh in pleasure before looking back at the older man.
Seung Hyun had his eyes closed while sitting in the cool beach ground. His legs crossed as the dark strands of hair blew to the gentle winds. It was almost like the man belonged to this atmosphere.
“Do you like the beach, hyunnie?” Ji Yong asked softly before taking a sit next to him. The other gently opened his eyes,
“I feel like it’s a miracle each day to watch something so amazing...” he spoke quietly, offering a sweet smile. The man had tough times but to at the end of the day, he always felt lucky to be alive and have people around him. Even though, in life people loose so many things.
At that moment, Ji Yong’s heart jolted as he looked away nervously at the other side. Seung Hyun was so sincere, it scared him. People in his life always had some kind of bad effect on him but the man seems to lead to him to a brighter and safer side. The feeling meant to be pleasant but Ji Yong could only taste the bitter end.
“Did you love your dad?” Seung Hyun asked after a while, his voice shaky and unsure.
The younger bit his lip, “I don’t know...” he spit back, holding the tears and frustration. It was a difficult question that had no answer in his life.
“Sorry for asking...” the older man replied feeling guilty to even bring the subject up. It was obvious to him that he can’t ask about the rumour at work but he needed to approach the boy someday. Briefly looking at Ji Yong, he wrapped his arm around the thin frame and pulled him close.
The smaller gasped before realizing the comfort and warmth coming from the other. He needed some contentment in his lonely self but reaching out for help had never really done anything. But Seung Hyun seems to just give it to him without any consent. It sent shudders down his spin the way the older’s breath hit against his pale neck. “It’s okay...” he assured, taking Ji Yong into his lap and patting his back lightly in a steady pace.
The boy froze at the words as it swirled in his head. It’s okay.
Something no one ever said before. Slowly, the crude memories of yelling and hurting came back to him. Ji Yong clutched to Seung Hyun tighter as he closed his eyes.
“You’ll be okay, so just relax and let me do as I please. No one will get hurt...”
“Do you want your father to go bankrupt? What kind of son are you?”
“That’s right. You’ll feel good, just put this on and enjoy...”
“No!” the smaller cried out, “Just leave me alone!” he shouted as he threw punches against Seung Hyun’s chest. Tears fell as it rolled down his cheeks.
“Ji Yong, what’s wrong?” the older asked, still holding on to the shaking boy. “It’s okay, I’m here! What happened?” But before getting a reply, he was yet again met by the same pair of moist soft lips against his. But this time, it felt desperate and genuine.
Author:haru_haru_21
Genre: Shouta con(?), Smutt, Romace, Angst (a bit), fluff,
Disclaimer: Big Bang belongs to YG Entertainment
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (will be notified)
Summary: When someone looses something, they find something. When someone finds something, they lose something. That’s just how life works, right? ;
A/N: *bows down* I am sorry for not updating any of my ongoing series, to be honest, my friend says I lost my "mojo" to write anything good lately, so I apologize if this wasn't satisfying. All I can say that these days, I am so into angst, so the club scene happening next chapter might not be the thing you are expecting, so please, don't be upset. This chapter took me nearly two weeks to write. I typed and re-typed this a billon times, so I don't know. On another note, I have started another series collaborating with rin_no_himitsu, so if you haven't read it yet, check it out and let me know what you think! It's called Red, and I think it's my last post ^^; This one is a bit complex and some genres I haven't attempted on yet.
One more thing, in my future fics, expect a lot of sci-fi, pyschological and angsty stuff. I am in LOVE with those catogories XD
Chapter ten
After a good hour of searching for the right outfit, Ji Yong decided on a light green shirt and dark washed pants with some sandals for Seung Hyun to wear at the beach. He quickly handed them to the other to try out as he pushed him to the change rooms. Seung Hyun was a difficult person when it came to clothing. He is very old fashioned and liked to wear professional suits if not
As the man finally came out, Ji Yong let out a light gasp. The green shirt fit perfectly against his strong figure carving out his body well. His legs looked long and lean with the dark pants as it slightly flowed out in the bottom. The image was refreshing and not as uptight as Seung Hyun always looked.
“Well?” the older asked, his hands rubbing the back of his neck nervously. Ji Yong breathed out a laugh; this man was really just a cute old baby.
“It’s perfect” he mused before dashing to the cash register to pay for the items. Seung Hyun brought out his money bag and handed the young lady at the stand his credit card. She blushed before receiving the plastic object as her hands brushed slightly against Seung Hyun’s fingers.
“The clothes look great on you, sir” she added, offering a shy smile. Ji Yong couldn’t help but feel an unwanted vive coming from the pit of his stomach. It was foreign and something that he hadn’t experienced so often.
“Yah, okay! Hyunnie, we have to go to the beach before it gets dark” he shouted, grabbing the older’s arm and pulling him towards the exit. The unsettling feeling lingered as his eyebrows creased together.
“Can you stop calling me that?” Seung Hyun asked, pulling away from Ji Yong’s grasp. “It’s strange...” he added, his bottom lip sticky out slightly. The younger shrugged off the bother and laughed,
“Nope!” he stated before running towards the water. The waves rolled gently against the smooth sandy floor as it turned into a beautiful shade of red. Ji Yong smile as he looked at the breath taking sunset. He let out a sigh in pleasure before looking back at the older man.
Seung Hyun had his eyes closed while sitting in the cool beach ground. His legs crossed as the dark strands of hair blew to the gentle winds. It was almost like the man belonged to this atmosphere.
“Do you like the beach, hyunnie?” Ji Yong asked softly before taking a sit next to him. The other gently opened his eyes,
“I feel like it’s a miracle each day to watch something so amazing...” he spoke quietly, offering a sweet smile. The man had tough times but to at the end of the day, he always felt lucky to be alive and have people around him. Even though, in life people loose so many things.
At that moment, Ji Yong’s heart jolted as he looked away nervously at the other side. Seung Hyun was so sincere, it scared him. People in his life always had some kind of bad effect on him but the man seems to lead to him to a brighter and safer side. The feeling meant to be pleasant but Ji Yong could only taste the bitter end.
“Did you love your dad?” Seung Hyun asked after a while, his voice shaky and unsure.
The younger bit his lip, “I don’t know...” he spit back, holding the tears and frustration. It was a difficult question that had no answer in his life.
“Sorry for asking...” the older man replied feeling guilty to even bring the subject up. It was obvious to him that he can’t ask about the rumour at work but he needed to approach the boy someday. Briefly looking at Ji Yong, he wrapped his arm around the thin frame and pulled him close.
The smaller gasped before realizing the comfort and warmth coming from the other. He needed some contentment in his lonely self but reaching out for help had never really done anything. But Seung Hyun seems to just give it to him without any consent. It sent shudders down his spin the way the older’s breath hit against his pale neck. “It’s okay...” he assured, taking Ji Yong into his lap and patting his back lightly in a steady pace.
The boy froze at the words as it swirled in his head. It’s okay.
Something no one ever said before. Slowly, the crude memories of yelling and hurting came back to him. Ji Yong clutched to Seung Hyun tighter as he closed his eyes.
“You’ll be okay, so just relax and let me do as I please. No one will get hurt...”
“Do you want your father to go bankrupt? What kind of son are you?”
“That’s right. You’ll feel good, just put this on and enjoy...”
“No!” the smaller cried out, “Just leave me alone!” he shouted as he threw punches against Seung Hyun’s chest. Tears fell as it rolled down his cheeks.
“Ji Yong, what’s wrong?” the older asked, still holding on to the shaking boy. “It’s okay, I’m here! What happened?” But before getting a reply, he was yet again met by the same pair of moist soft lips against his. But this time, it felt desperate and genuine.