Nov 30, 2005 21:59
i kinda feel like a train wreck of emotions....i mean things seem to be going pretty good....i think i am back on track w/ God....bible study got cancelled tonite b/c no but me showed up....i went back to my room and i cried for a little bit....who knows why....
i have to use new drops for my eyes....they really suck....they make them hurt worse....mom says i should call my eye doctor and ask her what to do, but sometimes she's scary....i don't want to, but i don't want to tolerate this any longer...i don't know how long i'll hold out....
tried to call jt tonite but she didn't answer...maybe she'll call me back, i could sure use a talkin' too.....
i think strawberries alot.....i am gonna go scan some pics then write a letter to my uncle and then go to bed....nite ya'll