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so last night was pretty fun.
me and alex hung out with ryan and grant.
it was all fun until we went to the abacoa skate park and laid on the basketball courts to look at the stars.
i was really fucking high, so we just randomly laid on the basketball courts and looked at the starts.
and thats when i had my first panic attack.
i dont know why i was panicing...there was absoloutley no reason for me to panic.
but for some reason i did.
and i was breathing really hard, kinda like i was giving birth.
my stomach felt like i was gonna throw up.
i didnt know what the fuck was going on.
but i think i had a panic attack.
=/