i'm sure that i could be a movie star if i could get out of this place
i love it, though it's rare, when i have instances of feeling so alive. something is triggered inside of me and suddenly i'm just... fully there, fully appreciating every emotion that it is possible to feel. emotions are really fascinating, and when i feel seemingly every one over the course of just an hour or two, it's incredible. then i'm left really drained but lord, it's so refreshing initially to get that out.
there are some things that just always make me feel alive like that, no matter what, and those are the things to which i am sure that i want to commit myself. i just hardly know where to begin and where to go from there, and the road ahead is so scary...
i'm only writing in here because freewebs is down. i'll probably start writing a little more though, maybe some things other than surveys. if you're really lucky...
there are some things that just always make me feel alive like that, no matter what, and those are the things to which i am sure that i want to commit myself. i just hardly know where to begin and where to go from there, and the road ahead is so scary...
i'm only writing in here because freewebs is down. i'll probably start writing a little more though, maybe some things other than surveys. if you're really lucky...