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"He and she had never spoken of things that happened to them, but only of what they thought and of what they would do...She looked at him silently as if a voice within her were saying: Not the things that are, but the things we'll make...We are not to be stopped, you and I...Forgive me the fear, if I thought I could lose you to them-forgive me the doubt, they'll never reach you-I'll never be afraid of you again." - Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand
This year is one of pursuing, already.
Today is my day to sit back and chill for a while.
Maybe a new job, jazz voice lessons, actually doing really well in school, hopefully drivers training in a few weeks?
Feels like there's a lot to think about.
I haven't really had much time for anything lately, just been appreciating Brendan and my really good friends more and more.
I have some really good people for friends.
School is funny in a rediculous sort of way. I get really excited on the rare occasion someone says sorry if they run into me in the hallway or holds the door for me, it's pretty pathetic, actually.
People I don't know don't really smile at me in the hallway if I smile at them.
People that I still don't know in my classes don't really seem interested to talk or help me pick up my pencil if i drop it over the side of my desk with a bar there so i try to reach over the bar then my desk almost falls and it slams back down on the floor, so I have to get up and walk around my desk and feel stupid when really they were sitting 2 inches from it and watched the entire thing, that's not that fun.
Maybe I forgot that girls who make fun of other girl's clothes and appearance when they don't even know them existed.
Tell the Challenge Day folks I'm sorry but I can't change the general attitude of this school, I think we need help.
Yesterday I sat in geometry, the class I have with all sophomores, and listen to 2 guys exchanging what they thought were hysterical ways to beat someone up, it probably lasted 2 or 3 minutes, just them laughing and having new awesome ideas about ways to hurt someone.
I couldn't even listen to it, who are these people? who taught them that was okay? and who's going to teach them it really isn't?
This year is one of pursuing, already.
Today is my day to sit back and chill for a while.
Maybe a new job, jazz voice lessons, actually doing really well in school, hopefully drivers training in a few weeks?
Feels like there's a lot to think about.
I haven't really had much time for anything lately, just been appreciating Brendan and my really good friends more and more.
I have some really good people for friends.
School is funny in a rediculous sort of way. I get really excited on the rare occasion someone says sorry if they run into me in the hallway or holds the door for me, it's pretty pathetic, actually.
People I don't know don't really smile at me in the hallway if I smile at them.
People that I still don't know in my classes don't really seem interested to talk or help me pick up my pencil if i drop it over the side of my desk with a bar there so i try to reach over the bar then my desk almost falls and it slams back down on the floor, so I have to get up and walk around my desk and feel stupid when really they were sitting 2 inches from it and watched the entire thing, that's not that fun.
Maybe I forgot that girls who make fun of other girl's clothes and appearance when they don't even know them existed.
Tell the Challenge Day folks I'm sorry but I can't change the general attitude of this school, I think we need help.
Yesterday I sat in geometry, the class I have with all sophomores, and listen to 2 guys exchanging what they thought were hysterical ways to beat someone up, it probably lasted 2 or 3 minutes, just them laughing and having new awesome ideas about ways to hurt someone.
I couldn't even listen to it, who are these people? who taught them that was okay? and who's going to teach them it really isn't?