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I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that i did what i did.
I'm sorry that i hurt you so badly.
I'm sorry that my tears and the sick feeling in my stomach aren't enough.
I'm sorry i couldn't walk to see you.
I'm sorry that i haveno excuse.
I'm sorry that i didn't stop.
I'm sorry that i hurt you.
I hate knowing that i hurt you.
I hate that it's my fault.
I hate that i made this mistake.
You are my best friend.
You deserve better than this.
I can't picture not knowing you.
We've honestly been through so much.
I can't picture myself without you.
I can't picture us going our separate ways.
I can't imagine not coming over.
I can't imagine not fighting over the remote.
I can't imagine not always looking for food and fighting over who makes it.
I can't see myself with anybody else.
I can't BE with anybody else.
I can't.
I won't.
I won't.
I'm not hungry and i don't have energy.
I try so hard not to think about what i did but every time i do i feel sick again.
I replay last night in my head over and over again and every time i do i cry harder.
You've always been more than good enough for me.
You're so much more than you even know.
I've always tried to show you that, and now it's ruined and you'll never believe me.
I've never cared about someone more than i care about you.
I've never felt this way about anybody else.
You are who i want to run to right now.
You are who i want to be holding me.
Sitting next to you and knowing i couldn't hold your hand or touch you was the hardest thing i've ever had to endure.
Looking you in the eyes made my heart and stomach sink every time.
I love you.
I do.
It scares me to bewithout you.
I'm sorry
I love you
I'm sorry that i did what i did.
I'm sorry that i hurt you so badly.
I'm sorry that my tears and the sick feeling in my stomach aren't enough.
I'm sorry i couldn't walk to see you.
I'm sorry that i haveno excuse.
I'm sorry that i didn't stop.
I'm sorry that i hurt you.
I hate knowing that i hurt you.
I hate that it's my fault.
I hate that i made this mistake.
You are my best friend.
You deserve better than this.
I can't picture not knowing you.
We've honestly been through so much.
I can't picture myself without you.
I can't picture us going our separate ways.
I can't imagine not coming over.
I can't imagine not fighting over the remote.
I can't imagine not always looking for food and fighting over who makes it.
I can't see myself with anybody else.
I can't BE with anybody else.
I can't.
I won't.
I won't.
I'm not hungry and i don't have energy.
I try so hard not to think about what i did but every time i do i feel sick again.
I replay last night in my head over and over again and every time i do i cry harder.
You've always been more than good enough for me.
You're so much more than you even know.
I've always tried to show you that, and now it's ruined and you'll never believe me.
I've never cared about someone more than i care about you.
I've never felt this way about anybody else.
You are who i want to run to right now.
You are who i want to be holding me.
Sitting next to you and knowing i couldn't hold your hand or touch you was the hardest thing i've ever had to endure.
Looking you in the eyes made my heart and stomach sink every time.
I love you.
I do.
It scares me to bewithout you.
I'm sorry
I love you