May 27, 2004 15:08
And why, exactly, would the word "fault" be a negative thing, if it is used in conjunction with making someone happy? "It's your fault I'm so happy."
I'm sorry you see it that way, honey... If it truly bothers you, I'll try not to use it so often. I can see it from your point of view, though. It's MY fault you are perfect for me... It's MY fault I'm happy just knowing that you are mine, that I don't doubt anymore, because of you. It's MY fault my mood is elevated, just knowing your heart and mind are with me, always...
But...you cried last night... That was MY fault, as well. I scared you, I confused you... It has happened before, when I showed you how much a gaze could tell me. Last night, though...
I was just drunk, stupid, tired of being sick, tired of being unemployed...just tired. I won't make excuses...I was just stupid.
I don't believe what I said, I was just trying to put things into perspective. I was not in any shape or form to attempt it, though.
I guess it all just boils down to this: I am a moron. A stupid, mouth-breathing, slack-jawed moron.
Where's my helmet?